Thursday, March 30, 2006
nights seems longer
than they already are
without you
-yawns. im really tired right now. but ive still got loads to do. im taking a break. even if i doze off halfway or start doing something else stupid. i must complete everything before i get to school tomorrow. or else i can just forget about living. serious.
the days been pretty finee i guess. i think its fated that i wake up late fer history lesson. just like last week. oh man. but she didnt scream at me so its fine. though i stoned from the start til the end of lesson. i wasnt paying any attention at all. just plain stoning. smart.
bian rong was on mc. so just had one lesson. headed to raffles city with the usual four. i tell you they kept touching my hand okay. damn funny. cause they said my hands are soft and nice. feel it. heh. you will agree. nice to hold okay. they said so. comical please. okay nuff bout it. we went over to citylink and marina. i havent stepped in there in ages. like really ages. before they had this major change. like really major. in shops. but the layout was still the same. was pouring outside. like suddenly.
okiies twenty nineth march was my mums birthday. so yeaps. went to celebrate her birthday. had buffet dinner. oh man. thats like alot okay. now its making me feel real restless. like you know. after having a heavy meal. you tend to feel lazy. more over im sitting in the air con.
i really really wanna sleep. shall hurry with my work. a report is tough job ! im still not done with those designs. not showing her tomorrow. we are going fer a fashion show. lucky lucky. or else im in huge trouble.
ohya ! i saw pamela chua. yesh. been some eons since i last saw her. i owe her an outing from dont know when. shes gonna kill me. our holidays never come at the same time. not my fault. i people outings. no no. not many. i dont socialise that much. im a quiet person. if you know me well. you will definately agree to that. unless i have alot of things to contribute. as in alot. or else i can sit there and listen all day. am i right. but i dont eat people up. everyone says i have a face that is unfriendly. oh man. so wrong.
hmm thats about it fer now. simaychan i wanna play bingo ! shall get back to work now. then i can go lalaland. and i will never step into stc ever again. not until that bitch leaves. takecare !
m e l i s s a ;
2:32 AM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
days like these
just suck at times
wei she mo
okay so last night i fell asleep whilst doing my sketches. how smart of me. mich was laughing at it earlier. fifty i only drew two witout designs on them. screw me please. sigh.
was on time fer class this morning. good fer me. only had lesson fer an hour. i called my dear wan ling up cause she didnt come to school yet nor did she message me. so yea. she was happily in lalaland. oh man. breaktime. they ate. we looked. went to great world after that. had ben and jerrys. yea. wan ling wanted to play house of the dead. so i played it with her.
went back ta school. may changs was boring as usual. was really like dozing off. shella and i played with handphone games. okay time really passed quick then. and i was pretty much awake.
after class ended. headed to town. met mich and maysi. bought a present fer my mum. simaychan was hilarious. dan came. she ate. we played bingo. was damn fun please. simaychan. bu shi ni de jiu bu shi ni de. had a good laugh with them. home after that.
had dinner. and i didnt catch the nine o clock show. cause the tvs at home were switched to different channels. i watched oc instead. not that bad actually. ohya. and im having my period. like so fast. whatthehell. ohwells.
shall head to do ym work now. i shall now doze off this time. or im just so dead. no time ta sleep man. seriously. too much to do okay. wahlau. will end here then. takecare.
ten days til tp
m e l i s s a ;
10:10 PM
Monday, March 27, 2006
target fer last week was to turn up fer every class. target this week is to be early fer every class. now i wonder if i can make it.
school today was pass-able. first class was good. as usual. i only like that fer mondays. second class. may finally marked my work. and lucky fer me. i did pass fer the research journal. now fifty designs and a full report. ooh man. bugis fer break. rubys class was boring like always. made my eye lids real heavy man. she gave us another project. three in hand. none of which anywhere near completion. two weeks to get every module done fer progressive marks. save ma arse.
towned with classmates after class fer awhile. looked at something. then headed to the dentist. was not too bad. was a quick one. aint that bad. going fer dental is not a bad thing. im gonna keep my teeth yummy looking. fer now. heh.
ive been watch tv since the nine o clock show. grays anatomy is on now. shall do my designs too. so much to do. this weeks gonna be real tough. so would the following few weeks. fer now. i cant wait til thursday again. no friday cause ive got driving. yayness.
mummy and denise passed their tp. i hope i pass mine too. i really want to on the first attempt. i dont wanna go through it again man. its just eleven days to go. so exciting.
ohya. my mum was discussing with mich and i about allowance just now. she was thinking of switching to monthly basis instead of weekly. after considering. i think its good. cause its an increase. provided i still get some bonus at times. she said if we performed well. we will get bonus. sounds like working salary man. we were asking what it includes. she was like phone bills. of course not man. she said she got that idea from her friend. so smart. but we argued. cause my bro didnt need to pay fer theirs til they started work or something.
my bro is coming back from taiwan later. cool. wonder what he got. my mum said he shopped til he was broke. and bought two new paris of shoes fer his collection. im jealous. looking forward til my holidays come. one more month. i missed those holiday period. i need a job. i want some cash.
okay okay. shall be off. watch tv. and start working. i need a creative mind. better day tomorrow i hope.
m e l i s s a ;
11:26 PM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
i want you to know
you belong in my life
i love the hope i see in your eyes
for you i would fly
at least i will try
for you i will take the last flight out
a life without you scares me more
hellos. okay i thought of blogging fer the whole week. daily. but i didnt manage to last night. i was soo tired by the time i got home. so yea.
yesterday was not bad. woke up very early fer a saturday. was up about nine okay. and i slept really late the night before. was doing some stuff. and msning. so yeaps. i learnt how to cook. okay i cant cook fer nuts. so yea. shhhh. anyhows. met her and we caught your mine and ours. was a sweet and funnaye movie. nice one. didnt do much. still a nice day. dinner with the family. thats fer my saturday.
today today. stayed home. only mich and i are home. the rest are out. i like it this way. can do whatever i want. waste electricity. and wont get scolded. heh. oh man. please inspire me. im stuck with my work man. i think she will just start her nagging session with me all over again. like a weekly affair kinda thing. damnit irritating okay. wahlau.
guess its gonna be a pretty busy week fer me. loads of things to do. and the next two weeks are very important to me. yupp yupp. work hard. ohya. ive been thinking of what i wanna do when i graduate. hmm interesting. shall see to that in two years time.
shall go bathe now. i havent bathe. and the sun is setting already. horrid.
twelve days til tp
thirty days til assessment
fourtyone days til my day
woohoo
m e l i s s a ;
6:39 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006
first time to make the impression
second time to make a difference
you are all that i ever wanted
you complete me
so today is my rest day. oh man like finally. woke up later than usual. started finding fer stuff. instead of doing my work cause my cousin wanted to borrow it. but i cant remember where it is. terrible.
headed to town. met mich fer lunch. crystal jade. yumm yumm. walked fer awhile then headed home. got some stuff along the way. yeaps.
continued with the search. but i couldnt find it. instead found other stuff. gosh. okay didnt do mcuch fer the day. not much of work either. oh no. thats bad okay. seriously. ohwells.
shall end off here. nothing much i have ta say already. takecare.
thirteen days til tp
thirtyone days til assessment
fourtytwo days til my day
m e l i s s a ;
12:34 AM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
a post before i head to bed. todays been alright. school as usual was boring. the class we used didnt have air con. was dying inside there. even standing outside was much more cooling okay. may yip didnt mark my work again. im really lagging in class. like seriously. she keeps asking me to further develop and all. but she often confuses me. like saying different things each time i see her. oh man. i gotta submit again. plus all the designs and the report. so much to do. trouble trouble. she asked me again why do i often fall sick. and again if i smoked. like whatthehell. what has that sexaye voice thing gotta do with that right. ohwells.
went to bugis during breaktime. they wanted to go alter some clothes. had ice cream. the weather was bad. plus the air con breakdown. a killer man. hmm chilled at this bubble tea shop. we made plans fer breaktime next week. everyday theres somewhere to go. okay thats really fattening. cant afford. heh.
didnt do much fer eugens lesson. he laughed when i spoke. as usual. and i told him cause i saw him too often. thats why i keep loosing my voice. i remembered how he couldnt make up what i was saying. super funnaye. went to use the computer fer some research fer his assignment.
finally school fer this week is over. ive been waiting fer thursdays arrival fer a long time. tomorrow shall catch up on my work man. stay home and be a good girl. time to work hard. assessment is on april twenty fifth. but deadlines are all bout a week or two before that. no time to slack now. i really have no intentions of failing year one. i will have other plans if i am that unlucky. fer now. shall not let my lecturers down. they have been quite much of a good help.
will be off now. im getting tired. wanna get some rest. and more energy ta work. singapore fashion festival starting tomorrow. i wanna go. naz is like helping out. oh man. i think its damn fun kies. topshop tickets are going at ten. im still considering. pretty ex fer an hour show and two hours of partying after that. we will see how.
yupp yupp. takecare.
m e l i s s a ;
11:48 PM
oh man the stupid air con broke down
theres no fan and we are all suffering
its so bloody warm please my tian
things to do for research mathology
fifty designs
five hundred words draft
intro
content (theme, idea, development into your collections)
customer target
charts from survey forms
competitors
colour trends, fabric
conclusion
do a survey form on latest trends
what people buy
what kinda colour and style
further develop
product development
five illustration with garmaent in marker and colour pencils
technical flats with freehand
add the background with photoshop
inspiration board
colour theme
fabric board
customer board
okay more more
but i wanna leave
its super warm
back back
communication skills assignment
create a fashion newsletter for nafa to be launched in july
include the following
trends
fashion shows
gossips
upcoming events
advertisements
targt audience
it should be around eight to ten pages
have a good mix of written articles, pictured and advertisements
overseas(optional)
graded on originality, creativety, presentation and content
somemore
may changs report
rubys new project
lazy ta add details
end here
m e l i s s a ;
11:54 AM
you have been in my thoughts
there are just moments of us
that made me love you even more
stay fer me for always my love
cause my heart cant part with you
okiies taking a break from my work. i seem pretty lost. everything is like half done here and there. and i still think i will get hell from her when we meet. good thing i dont have much voice to talk to her. she can nag fer all i care.
today was pretty fine. as usual i woke up late again. oh bian rong was being nice. and making me feel guilty too. seriously. okay she said i was a good girl. a smart girl. and hmm creative too. she didnt need to teach me. but in fact the girl beside me helped out too what. but she was being nice to me.
replacement class. i only sat there fer awhile. and i told lily i wanted to go off. in that terrible voice. she allowed. headed to town to meet cha. walked and all. did some stuffs. got things too. met mich. saaw sok yum. thousand and one years since i last saw her. oh say lela too. shes working part time. what else. met her too. just fer a lil while. then headed home.
was dead tired. okay so i fell asleep. oh man. shall get back to doing my work now. i wanna sleep. but i have alot more. i shall wake up early as well. i hope i can. i need to do my work man. loads more assignments to complete.
being in a design school is tough. it sure is. if i had a choice. i will not be here. i guess. okay im trying to build up that hidden passion. learn to love what im doing. after all i guess this is my future. pretty tough. but yea. ohwells.
and i dont think i will ever get well anytime soon. i got a sexaye voice. my knee hurts too. old already. i hope school ends early. im looking forward fer class to end. so i will be free from school fer the week ! cant wait please.
end here. takecare.
fifteen days more to tp. yay.
m e l i s s a ;
12:50 AM
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
you are my every smile
my every laughter
and my happiness
without you in my life
it was never this colourful
glad to have you here
what a day. morning class was kinda relaxing. didnt have much to do. our fabric was checked. make sure its cut correctly and all. lucky fer me. not much of a problem. lily was really nice to us i must say. of course much better than her fierce and screaming days.
waited fer wanling to come to school then celebrated her birthday. she didnt come fer morning class. her birthday so self declare break. heh. wanted to get a whole cake. but there isnt any over at tcc. so we got five indivudual sizes. of different flavours. not bad. plus some snacks. took nice pics as well. yeapps.
headed fer the next class. we arrived the same time as our lecturer. so not late. class was really boring. shella could tell that i was dead tired. on the verge of dozing off to lalaland. okay but i didnt. i was just stoning. much more awake towards second half of her lesson.
after class was with my classmates. got cookies. yumm. then met her. got her borwnies. didnt do much. was just being retarded most of the time. headed back home after that. did the same stuffs. shall get back to doing my work again. hope school ends early tomorrow. theres extra class. ive got quite a number of things to do fer thursday. no time no time.
shall be off now. do a lil bit more work then off to lalaland. mich has been watching this canto show almost everyday. i wanna watch too. after im done with all my work. i will watch it. the third season of oc watched the first few episode only. i can seem to get the rest. shall try getting them when i have free time. yupp yupp.
end here. takecare. loves.
sixteen days to my driving test.
wanling !
you are welcome.
thats what friends are for right
glad you enjoyed this special day of yours (:
m e l i s s a ;
12:03 AM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
hello.
tv programme on monday nights are superb. seriously. nine o clck show. desperate housewives and greys anatomy. nice. i like. im a tv whore what can you expect right. tv is not my life.
school today was rather draggy. woke up late this morning. so yea got to school late. but was fine since im not lagging or something. lily says im a good girl. okay i think she was just being nice to me. may yup didnt mark my work fer my. is it my lucky day or is she not ready to nag at me. hmm. neeways lunhie at tcc. been long since i stepped inside there. rubys class was worse. we had this presentation thing. then she nagged the hell outta us. oh man. sometimes i just wished she went on with the idea of having tests. than projects the whole time. theres another coming up. how boring.
i didnt touch my work since i got home. tomorrow tomorrow. monday aint a good day fer work. tired you know. i took my medicine. miracle. i hate taking it. but yea. shall jst go school fer the whole week man. i realised i havent seen eugene since the term started. gosh.
shall head ta lalaland now. im tired. i dont wanna be late again tomorrow. goodnight.
since its past twelve
happy birthday wan ling ! (:
seventeen days til driving test !
congrats cousin in getting yer bike license !
i wanna ride !
m e l i s s a ;
12:23 AM
Monday, March 20, 2006
it takes a lot to know what is love
its not the big things but the little things
that can mean enough
a lot of prayers to get me through
and there is never a day that passes by
i dont think of you
you were always there for me
pushing me and guiding me
always to succeed
you showed me how to love
you showed me how to care
and you showed me that you would
always be there
i wanna thank you for that time
and im proud to say youre mine
i think i have been cursing myself too much. now im down with a flu. and sore throat too. soon cough. and yay. mc mc mc time again ! funky. my wishful thinking i know. but i bloody dont care. do you even understand how it feels.
done with the pwoerpoint thing. and that research journal is simply just a killer. so now please get me killed. i dont know what to do. when i step into class. i can just self declare dead. i can forsee her nagging a whole lot of shit to me again. ohwells.
loads of things to worry about. im having a headache okay. too much thinking going on in my head. i need rest. soon soon. after my work. which i doubt i will complete. no idea what else to add in. fifty sketches and five hundred word report. oh man. fail me i wont be surprised. she never thought i could draw anyway.
eighteen days til tp !
im really excited fingers crossed
one month seventeen days til my day
im not really looking forward to it
have always been
will always be
my special one
m e l i s s a ;
12:34 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
oh man. im so bored at home. its a saturday and im rotting. okay even if yoou ask me out now. i think i will just tell you that im lazy too. ohwells. plus im supposed to get my work done. irritating. so not in the mood fer that okay.
to entertain myself. ive been watching tv and listening to chinese songs. now im on the phone with simaychan too. shes stamping herself with chops, mad girl. sucha smart way to entertain herself. not bad not bad. oh and we wanna watch scary movies cause she can scream fer all i care and most importantly i can laugh at the way she watches the movie. im mean but its fun. she knows i will laugh at her. oh man. i love it. smart plan.
miss azure ng is having wedding plans with mr hermann ng's mother. thats what he says. i shall start feeling happy fer them. maybe we can be their braidesmaid. hmm and we gotta save angbao money too. oh and loose wait to look pretty. funky.
and i miss yiwei. i long to hear a nonsense. shall we meet sooon. who else who else. okay i miss alot of people. too long a list to mention everyones name. havent met some people in ages.
shall be off now. i wanna find something to eat. coookies ! yumms.
m e l i s s a ;
3:54 PM
i had a weird dream last night. pretty random. but part of it was like band. tian. why band. i missed performing sometimes. when mardi and i used to sit beside each other. how she makes me feel nervous. and how we crapped through the whole band practice. and how weirdly i miss my ex conductor eric wong.
todays a long and tiring day. oh man. i totally feel like sleeping now. but ive got too much work to do. damn it. i cant be bothered to do anything. its bloody stressful okay. so much to do. and ive got no idea how to do. so shit please. sigh sigh sigh ! try sitting in my class of fourteen people. you wont een feel like stepping into class at times.
research journal
advertising project
fashion business report
communication skills project
okay looks little but its a hell lot. tian. even if i do badly this smemster. im prepared fer it. its not even my interest.
driving today was rather reckless. ha. i should be fortunate that my instructor and i didnt meet in any accident or something. frankly im not surprised at all. at that rate i go. how to pass tp on the first attempt. sad case.
headache ! i feel upset. i wanna get a haircut. dumb but yea thats what i wanna do. relieve stress. shall dream of what kinda haircut i want. funky.
ohwells. i wanna do work now. seeya. takecare.
imissyou alot okay. i really really do. /:
m e l i s s a ;
12:06 AM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
how can a tv whore not get tv to watch huh. thats sad okay. i missed the show again. whatthehell. tomorrow tomorrow. try again. im getting really sleepy already. and i dont know why. ive not been doing my work. but instead lazing around. not good not good.
day out with phy, dan, luie, mich yesterday was good ! been a really long time since we all last gathered. now even dan got her braces removed and i didnt know. i notice such things okay ! more meet ups to come soon alrights. sad man. they are on holidays. and im still stuck.
my nose feels so stuffy. its irritating me. i cant seem to sneeze. so hard to breathe and talk. oh man oh man.
ive still got loads of assignments okay. i see that im really screwed right now. ive gotta add oil into it ! or i can see my grave door opening. ohwells ! i heard that assesment is on april twentyfourth ! thats like one month and eight days to go. five weeks plus. tian. work hard work hard.
on the other hand. ive got driving tomorrow. yay yay. im excited. tp is coming up soon soon ! hoho and i wanna book fer more lessons. one lesson every two weeks is so not enough to get my driving license othe first round. countdown ! twentytwo more days !
appointment with the dentist next friday. but no longer that handsome dentist. sad sad. wonder if this one is nice. ehh ehh i dont go dental to look fer good looking people okay. i just want that person to be nice. ive got fear of dentist. heh.
shall be off now ! tired man. takecare.
m e l i s s a ;
10:00 PM
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
i hate hate having sore throats
sigh
m e l i s s a ;
11:26 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006
phy;
happy birthday my dearest nephew (:
loves.
m e l i s s a ;
2:58 AM
Sunday, March 12, 2006
baby in my heart is where you will always be
stay with me for now for always
ive fallen too deep
and i cant let go
hello blog. hello to those who drop by. i really wonder who pops by sometimes. though i do get random tags. i have not been blogging much. lets see. i lost track of whats been going on. okay im faking it. remember every single thing that happen daily. havent had a proper entry in the longest time. yes yes. i am fine. worry not.
now i really dont know where to start with. okay a lil of everything then. school school school. i have not been going fer alot of classes. yes yes. lucky me. no warning letter. cause i have mcs to cover. and i guess alot happened in school. really alot. now i have two projects and quite a bit of work to get done. this term is important. year one ! i wanna graduate. oh man.
other than that this week has been great. can say its worth not going fer lessons. really. well wells. its fer me to know. and fer you to not even wonder what its all about. yeapps.
other events. i went swimming. yes yes i did. now stop laughing. was pretty fun. and and i went to saint nics funfairb with mich and char. was alright. damnit crowded. and their school is damnit big. plus it was far too. ang mo kio. okay when i got to that train station. it reminded me of one thing. ha. okiies. went suntec after that. and they both shopped. smart. i didnt okay. save money. dinner with family after that. yummy yummy. constant weekend dinners with family. just makes me grow fat. gosh. no good no good. and as fer today. nice sunday. yeapps.
my mum says that mich and i can go holiday together. no quarrels ah ! heh. okiies. first we said japan. now. we cant decide where to go. im totally excited though. hoho.
i feel like eating lolipop. okay i told mich that in the middle of the night. and i have not ate it yet. i keep forgetting. only remember at such awkward timings. im full of nonsense.
shall go back to work now. i totally dread school. takecare. but i dont have a choice.
heather; what happened to your blog ? is it still there. or have you deleted it or something.
pts; yes yes. imissyou alot too ! please takecare alrights. -huggs.
twentysixdaystotp
onemonthtwentyfivedaystomybirthday
you; glad everything is going fine now. im glad that it is. imissyou alot. iloveyou so much. -huggs.
m e l i s s a ;
7:34 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006
and i need you tonight
i need you right now
and i know deep within my heart
it dosent matter if its wrong or right
and i see heaven in your eyes
i figured out what to say to you
sometimes the words come out all wrong
and i know in time you will understand
and what we had is so right this time
m e l i s s a ;
12:42 AM
Saturday, March 04, 2006
what makes you different, makes you beautiful to me.iloveyou.
i won't let you you go i promise.
-huggs
<3 baby.
m e l i s s a ;
1:11 PM
Friday, March 03, 2006
sigh
tell me why we dont speak
open your heart to me
love me tonight
dont walk away
you gotta hear me say
m e l i s s a ;
11:07 PM
sigh
m e l i s s a ;
1:02 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006
always said i would know where to find love
always thought id be ready and strong enough
but some times i just felt i could give up
but you came and changed my whole world now
im somewhere ive never been before
now i see what love means
its so unbelievable
and i dont want to let it go
something so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall
i feel like youve always been
forever a part of me
and its so unbelievable to finally be in love
somewhere id never thought id be
in my heart in my head its so clear now
hold my hand youve got nothing to fear now
i was lost and youve rescued me some how
im alive im in love you complete me
and ive never been here before
now i see what love means
yo ! okiies. thats lame. anyway, week started out pretty fine fer me. not too bad. at least im really having holidays now. no mroe school fer me til next week. good thing i completed my work on tuesday so i dont hafta go back again on friday. or it will just be another day in school again. damn troublesome. ohwells. i still have like two assignments to do. ohman. im left with a few days til school reopens again. another term til year one ends. tian. help.
ohyeah. i went fer driving lesson. goodness. i think i need ta go fer more lessons. and go fer them frequently. not on alternate weeks. not a very smart idea. cause so far. its not very good. and im still finding fer a closer date fer my test. its too far. what if im unlucky ta fail the first time ! the next test date is like in july or something. thats damn far please. gosh. and and. after driving. my back and knee hurt like crazy. alright tell me im becoming old.
since im really on a break, ive been catching up with the tv and spending time with it ! heh. sounds rubbish. but hey. its a very very very good form of entertainment okay. shows are nice. im enjoying the company of the telly. imagine a world without tv. im so doomed. heh.
shall be off to bed already. im getting tired. i wanted to play ps. but i will just play tomorrow. i wanna turn in. yeapps ! takecare ya all. -huggs.
m e l i s s a ;
12:35 AM
