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Saturday, December 31, 2005

post number one hundred for this day ! last of two thousand five ! yeahhs. we've came a long way to past this three hundred and sixty fifth day ! its three six five this year right. ohwells. whichever it is. todays the last. good or bad ? lets see bout that. a rollar coaster ride. but im still loving my life.

the year started off pretty well fer me. kungfu hustle ! hahas. okay so i graduated from stc. no school rules. being guai to save our arses and not getting outselves into any shit. and now out principal doesnt want to see us in her school. stupid idiot. i hate fer fer that please. anyhows. we had our share of fun memories to keep with us for as long as we can remember. i loved them all the same ! glad we still meet up sometimes man. i enjoyed those times.

whilst waiting fer the results. got a job and all. was really fun i must say ! haha. was in aussie land when the results came out. i know i did terribly. though i passed everything. still still. not good enough. i asked fer it. cause i didnt study my best. plus fun the whole time. yeaps. aussie land was good ! yummylicious food ! hoho. okay i did enjoy myself overall. was a pretty good trip there. been a long time since i went there. yup.

my birthday was nothing that great or anything. many people wished ! and i was happy ! really man. til today. messages are still kept in my phone. though i have a frigging full inbox. hoho. thankyou all !

anyways. since i could not get into any polys. i did. into tp doing info tech. but i didnt want to. so i enrolled myself into nafa. like arts school. whatthehell right. i still dont know why did i do that. til now. people ask. i willt ell them the same thing. i dont know. ohwells. im taking fashion merchandising and marketting if you have not realised. im learning to like it not. build the passion fer it i guess. this is not what i really wanna do. but yeah. i made my choice in this. overall. school isnt that bad after getting to know the industry and people in my class as well as other schoolmates.

i think this holidays was one of the best this year. cause i met you ! i spent most of the time outside. oh and plus learning driving too ! was fun man. i will only get lisence next year though ! im so looking forward to it. and i will be nice to fetch people provided i know where im going and i have a car to drive. yeapps. other than that. i spent time meeting up with friends too ! have i missed anyone out. sorry ! but i will find time. plus plus. i went hongkong this year. again. but i think last year's trip there was better. yeahhs !

i think without me saying. people wiould have known how my life has been this year. non stop talks bout this and that person. even if i dont say a thing words still go round. haha. women. what do you think right. well all i have to say i learnt to mend a broken heart. and moved on from there. it took time. but i did. ohwells ! skip the details man.

next year shall be a better year fer us all ! every year shall get better. i hope it does. i cant predict. but still i hope. wont everyone feel the same. okay i think ive typed too much. i dont know whats going on man. ive been at this page fer i dont know how long. haha. jia lat. stop raining man !

next year i wanna get my licence. i wanna enjoy myself even more ! i wanna work hard fer school. and get better grades. i wanna be the happiest. i shall learn to be a good girl also ! trying trying.

and most importantly. i wanna love the same person. (:

its pouring outside man. please stop raining !! goodness. not the right time to rain can. whaththehell. never mind. i shall bathe and wait fer time to past. see ya next year ! and have the best time tonight in whatever countdown you are at. takecare !

m e l i s s a ;
2:28 PM

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

yi jian hei se mao yi
liang ge ren de hui yi

i cant watch tv now. cause my mum and dad took a tv each to themselves. how nice. no csi fer me today man. so unfair ! goodness. so here i am. watching my computer instead. nonsense.

everyone blogs bout christmas. shall i say bout mine too ? since it's two days ago. and christmas lasts fer twelve days right. hoho. in short. it went well fer me. maybe a rough start to it. but alls fine. and im happy. thanks fer being there.

looks like many people are feeling raher moody these days. cause of the rain ? its been raining like everyday. hope not tomorrow. ive got driving ! i used to like rainy days last time. not until recently. i still do. somehow. but not on many occasions anymore. ohwells ! stop raining man.

so so. now that the big christmas day is over. lets look forward to a brand new year. i hope that its gonna be good. seriously. and then chinese new year ! i'll be richer by then. i hope.

anyways. im off now ! takecare.

m e l i s s a ;
10:25 PM

Saturday, December 24, 2005

im just ranting. so dont mind me. good for me. the sun finally decided to show its face. please dont rain. not a single drop at all. please.

these are just times when you have loads to blog. wanting to blog like all the time. and learn to type even faster than usual cause you're using the computer like a criminal. sigh. i really dont like staying home at all please. with all thats happening at home. cant stand it anymore. a day never gone this bad. seriously. forget about the details. cause i dont wanna go into that again please. i hated it all. think i'd die if i end up staying in or something. sigh sigh sigh ! say im useless or what shit. but i dont wanna stay home. not today nor tomorrow.

i was looking forward to today and tomorrow. but now im just looking forward to stepping outside ! i feel so shit. i dont know if i should even be looking forward to going out in the first place. i really dont know. can i even enjoy my day. people are asking if ive got any plans for the night. my answers are all the same. only if i can go out. ohwells.

thanks to my smart dad for his non stop screaming. scolding. screwing the hell outta mich and i. talking no sense. not forgetting us quarrelling big time. unforgettable please. i hated it. hated all of it. i fucking cried. i hate to. i didnt want to. but the way he placed things. all that he said. guess i saw it coming. but i didnt think that it would be at this time. like why now. i dont know. i dont feel sorry at all. its like a routine. we didnt want this to start. but he had to. fer no reason at all. thankyou for spoiling my day. im fucking eighteen. am i treated as one. i doubt so. not at all.

whichever it is. im really tired. hardly slept last night. if i could. i would have ran away. im off now. before someone comes home. goodbye. wish my luck please. merry christmas eve.

m e l i s s a ;
10:27 AM

Friday, December 23, 2005

say hi to grounded life today. good thing ive got drving later. or i can happily rot and die at home. seriously. thankyouverymuch man. i sincerely hope my weekend wont get ruined. or i will die. sighhs. im supposed ta get some things today. and now i totally cant at all. farking shit man.

yeah if you went to my sister's blog. you will know. my mum went fer a day surgery. ta check something. i really hope shes fine. frankly speaking. my dad is damn slow. i even got to know about it way earlier than him. useless. i was giving him some attitude earlier. and i dont give a damn.

okay im done. goodbye.

m e l i s s a ;
11:42 AM

Thursday, December 22, 2005

hellos ! okay ive decided to blog like this today. its been long since i last had fullstops in my sentances. and i havent blogged this way in the longest time either. okay i sound silly but who cares ! im gonna blog this way. im really really bored.

anyhows. that rubbish aside. if you didnt know. i brought my arse home last night from hongkong. wells. i guess it was alright overall. the weather was good but rather dry. good thing it wasnt that freezing cold. or i would have died. hmm. bought some stuffs from there as well. nothing that much compared to the previous trip. if you know what i got last time. yeahhs. i didnt even go over to the hongkong side. cause of the wto thing over the weekend. was not really safe ta go over. wasted man !

wonder why dont i ever get bored of going there. since i just did last year. it's like you will never get sick of going there. there are quite alot of things to see. better than walking around town everyday. its true ! people there do things damn fast. life there is much more fun i feel. its so slow here. ohoh. my cantonese is improving man ! i can survive there. heh.

i so hate rainy days please. its been like raining all day long. its so irritating can. nine days til this year end ! i so dont want it to. im not looking forward to start next year. sigh. i think this year had its good and bad parts. im happy right now. i hope next year would be better.

gotta go now ! blog again soon. takecare !

m e l i s s a ;
8:01 PM

Saturday, December 17, 2005

heys !
im like in hongkong now
weather is pretty fine
kinda cold at night
smart me brought only one jacket
and not a single long sleeve !
but im strong man !
so worry not fer me ! ha

anyways i havent did much shopping man
sooon soon i hope !
i still cant wait to get home
it's four days to go !

i blog bout my trip when i get back
my fingers are really freezing
the outside coldness
plus the air con here !
difficult to type

or read mich's blog
also can
im just being lazy please

im missing everyone back home !
okay and i will try to find the stuffs
that people wanted
anything else just tag yeah !
no promises
but still i will try my best okiies

oh oh i got my contacts already
did i mention ?
anyhows i almost lost one side can
but i found it !
lucky fer me though heh

yeah yeah !
end here already
they are playing cannonball
ha. wellwells
takecare !

oh and maysi !
have fun at hongkong yesh !
do keep yourself warm
and not catch a chill !
we shall meet when you come back
have a fun christmas too !!
do tons of shopping yesh !
dont let your suitcase break !
-huggs (:
loves !

m e l i s s a ;
10:24 PM

Friday, December 16, 2005

lying in your arms
so close together

watching kungfu hustle !
my new year movie
yeah

im flying off to hongkong in nine hours
im not done packing yet
i totally have no mood to can
seriously it never felt this bad
this is the first time
ohwellls i wanna stay here

anyways to those staying home
please do takecare
and yesh miss me a lil

youknowiwillbemissingyou
iwillcomebackferyoudearest
wozhendehenaini
iwillneverletgooftheone
wholovesmeso

m e l i s s a ;
1:09 AM

Sunday, December 11, 2005

yiwei
mel wishes you a very happy birthday !
goodie im the first to wish you (:
have fun fun fun !!

novelyn
goodluck bringer wishes you happy birthday !
yay im the first to wish you too !!
how can i forget this day right (:

lil devil
guardian angel wishes you happy birthday !
i dont know im number what but still (:
have a great day !

yeah yeah
im asked to blog again
okay i try to blog something out

nothing much happened
been going out everyday as usual
and having fun fun fun !
not forgetting meeting my knight !
it's just less than a month left
must make good use of it man

oh and maysi is super freaking funny
mich and i can never stop laughing at her
so mean of us but it's true whats !
agree with me okay !
laughter is the best medicine
with her definately !

think we were mean to azure too
she wanted to go home so badly
but we didnt want her to
more over she felt kinda sick
mich and i were being mean please
and we couldnt stop laughing
though i was feeling really tired
plus giddy all day long !
ohwells ! i dont care /:

everyone is going on their year end holidays
im leaving fer hongkong in five days
do miss me okiiies ! ha
anyone want anything ?
prolly something off the christmas wishlist
i'd be back after six days
so its in time fer christmas
supposed to meet some people
but i guess hafta wait til i get back
sorry man !

im getting my lenses on tuesday !
if you didnt know
i got myself a pair of contacts
feel happy fer me please
i so cant wait man !

long day later on !
im not planning to sleep yet
dont feel like it

okiies its like two plus
think the post is long enough
its like all so random
a lil and there
i dont wanna blog already
another time then !
when i feel like it
or if you ask me to !
i will i will
takecare !! (:

exactly two weeks til christmas !
hohoho ! i cant wait (:

i want you to know
you are the one
i love the most
i wanna spend the rest
of my days with you
and you alone

m e l i s s a ;
1:27 AM

Thursday, December 08, 2005

it's pouring outside
lightning and thunder
i dont like it can
maybe i'll head to bed soon
but after my sister !
shhh dont ask why
inside joke ah !
she wanna watch match
never mind im not feeling tired
something is keeping me awake

oh oh
i feeling turning the machine
fer the tofu man !
i dont know why
but i feel like it
think it's fun please
never mind if i get to go there
then i will

oh i went fer driving earlier
sucks please
i cant u turn well !
im bored of driving already man
source of entertainment still
slopes tomorrow !
mich is way ahead of me
must hurry up

i got results fer last smemster !
i dont know if it's considered good
ohwells at least i get to semester two !
the one that i thought i wont do well
i did ! didnt do well fer another module
never mind it's alright !
better semester next year then

i dont wanna blog already
two entries is an achievement
shall go listen music !
see ya !
takecare !
(:

m e l i s s a ;
2:04 AM

darling may si asked me to blog
and til now i still dont know what ta type
hmmm she wants me to talk bout our date
and the threesome marriage oh gosh /:
so yeah went out with her monday !
was a great town trip
it's been long since we three went out
the other one is mich if you were wondering
maysi ! girlfriends outing soon okkiiies (:
im like on the phone with her now
she called me asked me ta entertain her
and i told her what happened last night
shhh it's a secret between mich and i
but im nice to share it with her !
please ah dont share it any further !
or else you will get retribution ! oops
im so rubbish please seriously
will end here til the next time i blog again
which would be i dont know when
she said blog once a week !
i'd try man ! (:
love ya girlfriend !

m e l i s s a ;
12:18 AM

Thursday, December 01, 2005

no no this blog aint dead yet
the owner is still alive man
so keep visitng and prolly just tag

okay im lazy to blog much these days
well i figure it doesnt matter if i do
since my life is pretty much public
its like everyone knows whats going on
so cool huh but its alright to me
cause i aint doing anything wrong

okay i will try to at least update a lil
when im in the blogging mood i will
when i know what to say i will
cause im seriously lazy to man

november has finally came to an end
one more month before this year is gone
has twothousandfive been doing you good
i think its not that bad after all
after much thinking the year has been fine
been through alot and learnt alot as well

hmmm and christmas is coming too !
the christmas mood is coming
sales songs and decorations everywhere
and now i shall look forward to it
cause of one reason i aint gonna say

end here then watch some tv
then go sleep
goodnight
seeyas
takecares

m e l i s s a ;
12:06 AM