Sunday, January 29, 2006
ap !
thanks ! (:
missingyou my pts !
takecare aiight !
loves :D
-huggs.
daddy !
imissyou too !
we shall meet real soon yes
happy chinese new year !
wheres my red packet ((:
takecare.
loves !
-huggs.
ohmytian
maysigirlfriend is damn sweet !
im the first on her list
to the ones she loves !
im happy ! <3
loveyou too girl
i know you do read !
takecare aiiights !
loves (:
-huggs.
m e l i s s a ;
2:31 AM
firstly, happy chinese new year ! (: have a great one. and get more money ehh. have a great new year ahead too. heh.
so i was wondering. does anyone believe in the staying up late thing. like. so yer parents will have a longer life ? ha. im still awake. and so are my parents. ohwells ! for one i cant sleep. thanks to the cough. though i was forced to take medicine. it didnt take much effect. so yeahs. i decided to come online.
ohya. ive booked my tp for driving ! its on seventh of april. hoho. im really excited fer it can. seriously. i cant wait ! i really hope to pass it the first time round. and by then look forward to driving a nice car ! (: wishful thinking. but i really hope please.
anyhows. its gonna be a long day later. i hope its good. im all ready fer it i guess. though i dread the rushing part and all. first day visitng both my grandparents house. first to my dads side then to my mums side. i dont usually have much to do over at my dads. so it'd be really boring. its better over at my mums. cause im closer to them. so yeahhs. i predict. i will fall asleep when im at my dads side grandma. ohwells. its the same everytime i go there. nothing new. im terrible huh. but i dont really care.
second day would be going to visit a few of my friends house. so i guess it will be fun. i hope it turns out nice ! pretty excted. though ive not decided what am i gonna wear yet. shall see how then.
im still not looking forward to school on wednesday. at least not fer the first lesson. but the second. and hopefully no school on thursday ! im still slacking man. as fer my work. i didnt do it yet. soon soooon ! oh man. im lazy.
my entry is boring ehh. ive got nothing much ta say. so just crapping up something to entertain. have i dont a good job. i hope. ohwells. ive got pink nails ! ha. not so pink pink. but yeah light one. toes are dark borwn ! yeapps. im wearing polo tee tomorrow ! with jeans. i regret not finding fer shoes today ! my brother bought a new pair. damnn. should have gotten one too ! now i think i need ta wear dunks. oh man. how sad !
neeways. i wanna end here ! im so tired of typing. nothing else i wanna say. happy holidays everyone ! get more money yesh. takecare ! and be careful whilst travelling around ! -huggs.
m e l i s s a ;
2:15 AM
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
your everything
never fails to make my day
without you
i could not have smiled this way
since returning to school on thursday. ive always been late. like seriously all the time. yesh. im a late queen please. im never early. guess im just lazy ta get to school. plus its so tiring. i dread going to school sometimes. well apart from the fun that is.
ive got a huge pile of work waiting to get done. prolly after the chinese new year. ive gotta stop slacking and start working hard. or this year is gonna be no hope fer me. loads of assignments please. and i know nuts bout doing it. to add on. im far lagging behind ! help me man.
anyhows. this week has been great so far. and im loving it. chinese new year is coming up this weekend ! now i cant wait fer it. oh plus todays a good good day ! shall end here. i wanna rest. im coughing terribly ! and im very very tired already.
takecare.
m e l i s s a ;
11:30 PM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
:D
why say that youloveme when you wont have yer name down. how am i to know who loves me, right. but sadly even if i do know who you are. i wont be yours cause im taken. i cant loveyou. and my girlfriend said to watch out because she will kill you.
i hear the thunder. so i guess its gonna start pouring again. so much fer rainy days. i never really enjoyed it. ohwells ! nuff said.
takecare.
m e l i s s a ;
4:46 PM
oh man. i suddenly miss stc times please. i dont know why. but yeahhs. just suddenly miss it. back then life was way better than now can. seriously. but i doubt i can ever go back there at all. thanks to the dumb principal and her dumb rules. ohwells ! i still think that those times were my best. i had the most fun please. as compared to now. life is bad. i can remember all those times in school. was damn fun can. now we hafta like slog fer our own lives. just fer a cert. this is not what i wanted in the first please. sigh.
today has been a really long and tiring day fer me. and i sure am feeling dead tired now. met quite a few people along the way too ! was nice seeing them. loads to get done man ! my mum is making me get clothes fer new year. and i totally have no idea what i should wear. so troublesome. plus ive gotta date my house tomorrow to pack ! like yeah. you havent heard me say pack in the longest time right. tomorrows my day. so shit please.
went to sentosa today. was really unexpected. but still. ling. mich and i went. oh man. it was really warm ! and i didnt get a lil bit tanner. someone said no difference ! how can that be. i see a difference kies. and there is !
ohyeah. i went to the optician today. and i was happily told that i smartly wore my lenses on the opposite sides. no wonder i could not see well. like the left was on the right. that kinda thing. was totally funny please. i got my vision back on track ! think if it happens again. then she will scream at me ! goshh.
im still coughing like theres no tomorrow. i so hate it can. seriously. its so tiring to cough like non stop. hate it please. to think i said cough was better than having sore throat. now im having both. someone still say i sound cute ! like no ! heh.
now i should spend more time with driving. cant neglect it. cause my cousin and i said. that passing our driving is our birthday present ! since it all falls in may ! so im really looking forward to it. and hopefully a nice car to drive. so exciting !
i shall learn to look forward to chinese new year too. since i get money. and i have swept town finding fer clothes. and plans on visiting my friends place. so i shall look forward. its gonna be fun. am i right. i really hope.
anyhows i wanna rest now. msn a lil while more first then visit my lalaland. and yesh. take medicine before that ! troublesome. so yeahs ! takecare ! see ya. (:
i wanna ask you to stay for now
for forever in my life
please tell me you aint leaving
i dont want you to
m e l i s s a ;
12:51 AM
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
lying in your arms
so close together
didnt know just what i had
now i toss and turn
cause im without you
how im missing you so bad
where was my head
where was my heart
now i cry alone in the dark
i lay awake
i drive myself crazy
drive myself crazy
thinking of you
m e l i s s a ;
11:26 PM
Monday, January 16, 2006
cough cough cough ! sighs. prolly i'd die coughing or something. throat hurts. im starting to feel sick again. im having flu too. yay. how great please. whatthehell. i shall learn to take medicine on time. and not once a day. ha. ohwells !
i dont know if i should go to school tomorrow. i feel really terrible. as in really really terrible. inside out. sighs. see how when i wake up tomorrow morning.
i farking hate crying. you know that.
why.
goodbye goodnight.
m e l i s s a ;
11:38 PM
Sunday, January 15, 2006
its monday again tomorrow ! how fast ! i think it would be the longest week in january. since everyone has ta go school like everyday. no public holiday week ! shall look forward til chinese new year. (:
i need to get clothes first ! mum has been nagging at me fer i think more than a week to get them ! so irritating please. i shall. i will. and i have to get them soon soon soon ! with my sister of course. first think of what ta wear then say ! tiann. ohwells !
ohyeahh. i went ta see the doctor. after both my parents nagged at me so much ! i had to. so that i wont get further scolding. gosh. i dont like man. i only take medicine once daily. haha. better than not taking it right ! i forget what. still i had chocolates. cookies. ice cream ! hahaa. never mind.
everyone at home cant seem to hear what i say man. except fer mich ! goodness. they just told me not to talk. how smart ! anyhows. i still managed to talk on the phone. not an easy job. but i still i did. yeapp.
shall be off to do my work. i still have a pile waiting fer me. i can see more work coming ! not a good sight please. seriously. i dread doing work. /:
neeways. takecare alrightts. blog again soon. (:
m e l i s s a ;
8:00 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006
hoho. look who caught the sick bug too ! yeahh me. ohwells ! it feels terrible man. and i didnt go ta school yesterday. slept like no tomorrow. i was damn tired. good thing i dont have scool today. or i wont bother even going. gotta do project later though. beats going to school.
dad insists that i see the doctor. but i seriously dont want to. it sucks please. yeahhs. loosing half yer voice aint that bad man. but i prefer having cough or flu than sore throat. funny why i feel like eating heaty stuff when im sick ! im being a goodd girl and not touch it okay. chinese new year coming. must be well by then ! honey water and lozenges so does not work fer me now. headache is worse !
anyways nuff bout the sick nonsense. school work is piling up high. and im so dead man ! seriously loads to get done. my teacher is mad. so much to do please. im taking nine modules this semster. i think everyone one of it has an assignment. goshh.
plus my sister just told me that the school term breaks have changes. like became shorter ! my tian. that aint good. thanks to the ministry fer having all the changes. so irritating man ! ohwells ! i dont have a choice right.
so so. how has friday the thirteenth been fer you ? whats the meaning behind black friday anyways. i still dont know.
shall end off here then. im hungry. and tired. i feel like sleeping again boy. tian.
takcare !
m e l i s s a ;
11:45 AM
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
have you ever tried walking straight down the road alone for an hour long. letting your thoughts just flow. shutting off everything else surrounding you. ever wondered how it feels like.
i must say it is a very very tiring thing to do. and i fully tire meself up. but i just couldnt stop moving forward. time alone was good. i thought bout alot of things. realised how i took so much for granted.
all that was on my mind was you. i asked myself if i had ever made you happy. i couldnt find the answer to that. sigh. i wanna give my best. but i always fail to. sorry i made you feel this way.
i can never make it to become anyones perfect girl.
i still do hate rainy days.
m e l i s s a ;
12:28 AM
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
im supposedly to be like doing my work. but i got pretty bored and lazy. so i just stopped doing everything. how smart of me. i just realised that ive got loads of work to do ! oh no. big trouble !
ohwells ! its been raining cows and hippos these few days ! and it somehow sucks. cause it rains at the wrong time please ! my tian. i was really dreading school today. and the best part. my mum bro and maid woke me up today ! so funky right. it only speaks how lazy i am. plus its monday !! what to do right. heh.
im really really ultra tired. plus i didnt even sleep well. i planned to sleep early today. but nah. didnt manage to. ohyeah. ive been dreaming alot these days man. and i feel weird. cause i dont dream at all ! maybe after a super long time. i would. ehh its tiring to keep the brain working man ! but its nice ta have dreams some times. okay im nonsense.
i wanna sleep. my eyes are closing soon. goodnight ! takecare. loves !
m e l i s s a ;
1:03 AM
Sunday, January 08, 2006
hows the first week of this year treating you so far ? good i hope. with first week of school fer most of us. are we all still enjoying life ? i wonder.
as usual. school is still pretty torturing. except fer computer days. its pretty fun. but i forsee loads of things to be done soon. many assignments along the way. im so screwed. cause i totally did not listen to what we are supposed to do fer the next lesson. i was happily using the freehand. goodluck to me man ! i so do not look forward to busy days. ohwells ! im already planning to skip lessons. hahas. tian. supposed to inspire bout something. and i have no idea what that something is. haha.
so yeahhs ! besides that. ive been a good girl. and stayed home today ! yeahh right. how good can i get ehh. plus it has been raining. so yeahhs. i should have went out to get things fer school ! totally forgot about it can. monday i die !
shall not. would not. am not looking forward to mondays arrival.
nuff fer now ! takecares.
m e l i s s a ;
12:50 AM
Thursday, January 05, 2006
so first two days of school had already gone by. what do i think of it ? not fun at all ! well i dont think it would be. this smester is a whole new one. though we have certain modules the same as last semester. but i guess its a different thing to do again. ohwells ! i shall learn to like school. all over again. like whatthehell am i doing there ?! sigh sigh ! im trying man.
tuesdays classes were pretty fine. though i was really tired. and still in the holiday mode. i still managed to get through it in one piece. seeing my classmates all over again was good. something to talk and laugh about again. fun part of school i guess. still. the competition is there. guess what. public holiday next tuesday. oneday less of school. yay.
todays first lesson sark. seriously. that stupid teacher totally scolded me. thrice ! goodluck to me. its just the first time im seeing her. and she gace me hell. im screwed man. first scolding was cause my classmate called. asking where were we and all. she asked me to hang. i tried explaining to her. but she didnt give a damn. second. she asked to intro ourselves. i did. but i had nothing much ta say. i totally dont know what ta tell her. why am i here ? i wish i knew that answer. so she was unhappy. and i went yeah. she yeah back. stupid idiot. thirdly. cause of a class joke kinda thing. maybe she misunderstood me fer laughing at her not being able to pronounce chinese names. again i tried to explain. she said she cant tolerate such things. come on. she said she ask we answer. was i wrong. farking shit. she had ta point and yell back. ohgosh. thankyou man. wake up so early to hear that. how nice sia. damnit. anyhows. the second lesson made my day better. used freehand ! and it was really fun please. i like graphic design stuffs. i shall switch course man ! sigh sigh !
lunched with much today. good lunch ! went home then out again fer driving. was good. im left with a few more lessons. and i can book fer a test date ! i cant wait please. get everything done whilst im so free now. and i hope to pass quick too. its been a long time man. yupps.
anyways nothing much left fer me ta add on now. i wanna sleep. im really bored. plus starting ta feel tired now. last day of classes tomorrow for the week ! good fer me then. yeahhs. i wanna sleep. takecare. goodnight.
oh happy birthday lea ! (:
m e l i s s a ;
12:51 AM
Monday, January 02, 2006
oh boy. school is starting like tomorrow ! and i dont know if i should be looking forward to it. a whole new semester. new stuffs to be learnt. new modules. new almost everything. not forgetting new timetable too. gosh. everyone is complaining man. seriously. let me just say that im lucky. since ive got fridays off. long weekend fer me man.
plis ive got loads of theory ! die die die. i hate that the most please. seriously. all combined with my neighbour class ! i so dont like it. and no more mass lecture. i cant skip classes that easily anymore. so irritating. how sad.
okiies. i promise i'll try to be a good girl and study hard. and look forward to my nest holidays after seven weeks. then the next two months holiday in may ! when i hopefully graduate from year one. tian. i think too far.
anyhows. goodluck to those starting school tomorrow ! have fun. and study hard ! end here. tv time man ! heh. im a tv whore. (: loves !
m e l i s s a ;
8:42 PM
Sunday, January 01, 2006
countdown. people screaming. shouting. cheering. spraying. frieworks. remincing.
it seems that everyones last entry fer the year had one thing in common. to speak about what two thousand five brought them. the best. the worst. what they wont forget. what they learnt. what the gave. what the received. the changes. and thanking people plus saying whatever they had to. just almost everything. some had resolutions. but will we work towards it. i hope.
this time i decided to celebrate new year in somewhat a different way. since my family didnt have any plans or what so ever. i met up with friends. people that i were much closer to. and people who were important in different ways. i cant say that it was the best time nor was it a blast. still i had my share of fun. i wanted more. but maybe its too much to ask for. anyhows. i wanna thank everyone who i was with.
todays the first day of the year. and im dead bored. plus it has been raining. stupid dumb weather. can it get any better than this. ohwells. school is gonna start on tuesday. and im already thinking of not going. reason is simple. im not in the working hard and going abck to school mode yet. prolly to see my friends only. what more. i dont think its of any use to go back. cause i dont have a time table. and schools prolly gonna end earlier than usual or something. i have no idea man.
whichever it is. lets wish us all a good year ahead. ive locked two thousand five up. and im gonna cherish everything i had well. i shall now learn to work towards a better year ahead. fer me. and fer everyone.
shall end here then. im hungry and no one bothers to have dinner. parents aint home. second brother didnt come home since yesterday. and the rest of us. simply lazing around and get self entertained. how interesting eh.
happy new year to me. to all. takecare.
m e l i s s a ;
8:46 PM
