Sunday, July 31, 2005
baby girl
why dont you come back to me
why dont you love me anymore
you know i still care for you
you know i will love you ferevermore
all i can think about is you
the way you say you love me too
everytime i close my eyes i see yer face
my love can never be erased
and you can never be replaced
; baby girl by inner voice
i dont know whos song it is
but its playing in the itunes
found it kinda nice
so decided to blog it
yupp
may si
im blogging
ohmygoodness
i so happen to hear zoe tay sing
fer the president's charity thingy
and she spoilt the song please
okay i know im mean but dont you agree
not that i can be better or whats
but alamak never mind
really whats
and i keep suaning what i see on tv
shant watch it lar
well wells
it's the end of another week
and the workload is still there
i dont know how ta draw please
im so gonna die
it is just that particular lesson
my mother ish so funnaye
now she wants me to skip school fer two weeks
go aussie and hong kong with her
nice rights make me skip school
but aiya
wait i come back i lag in class
and she allows me ta go away with friends too
provided she knows who they are
yayness
friday was my towning day
met charlene and wei ling
talk talk talk and shop shop shop
met up with may si too
she companied me whilst the rest went off
so funnaye please
made my day
i heard bout something
between two teachers in stc
sshhhhh
ask me make me tell you
damn comical please
saturday met charlene at jurong entertainment
made new friends too
they were doing some ndp motivation thing
i went to the library and get my work done
dinner at grandmothers place
i miss going there
and my house have new car
rights and i slept at four plus in the morning
today went to apply fer driving lessons
so expensive please
die mans
but i wanna learn driving
oh wells
okay and now the poor news reporter
with a sore throat is reporting
whats with the telly station man
alrights
i wanna here
im so lazy ta blog more
takecares
m e l i s s a ;
9:44 PM
ginaCUTIE asked me ta blog
and say that i saw her today (:
she no shame lor
keep saying shes cutes
m e l i s s a ;
3:07 AM
Thursday, July 28, 2005
and every time i close my eyes
i thank the lord that ive got you
and youve got me too
and every time i think of it
i pinch myself cause
i dont believe its true
that someone like you
loves me too
; babyface everytime i close my eyes
thats the song that started off my day
the first song i heard today
when i on my radio
yeapps
now my lil toe looks disgusting
cause i knocked the corner of my table
and it's bleeding like siao
was making a call ta yvonne
and now like that
she still laugh at me
wells nothing much ta update actually
i dont know what ta say
everydays the same old thing
ohwells
loads of homework to be done
as in really alot
im so gonna die please
i cant draw fer nuts
sighs
off now
takecare
ive closed the chapters
from my past
and this would be my start
i tear my heart open i sew myself shut
my weakness is that i care too much
and our scars remind us that the past is real
i tear my heart open just to feel
m e l i s s a ;
10:45 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
; she will be loved
who needs friends to live
hypocritical actions speaks louder
shut the fark up
thankyou fer what you have done
life couldnt have been better
thanks to yer mouth
youre given a brain to think
not to spit nonsense
i dont owe you a living
thankyou fer taking away my life
whats done cant be undone
just stay away from me
as simple as that
i know we had some good times
but we gotta say goodbye
l loved you i cant deny
cant say we didnt try to make it work for you and i
it hurts so much but its best for us
somewhere along this windy road we lost the trust
i will take my leave
just go yer way
m e l i s s a ;
12:57 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
hey ladies drop it down
just want to see you touch the ground
dont be shy girl go banaza
shake ya body like a belly dancer
im like home ultra early today
was tired and raining as well
decided to just head back home
besides classes ended early today
one was cancelled cause lecturer on mc
made me bring my work fer nothing
had laksa fer break
with most of my classmates
quite a big geoup of us
not too bad
tomorrow theres this fashion show
we are all going
and the whole days classes are cancelled
wednesday hafta go back at fourthirty
so boring please like so late larhs
i hope it wont rain tomorrow
off to do work already
im guai rights
yeahh right
im like half awake now
edit
it's monday and im already poor
woke up late fer school today
ended up cabbing down ta school
though lesson starts at eleventhirty
i still got up late
like whatthehell please
so shitty
and i cannot be late tomorrow
/edit
m e l i s s a ;
5:55 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
roc ya body
mic check 1 2 cause it aint a party until my crew run through
shake somebody
show me watcha can do like oooh oooh
roc ya body
mic check 1 2 dj spin the music back into the groove
pump it up so the crowd wan move like oooh oooh
the weekends were rather rough
friday was crazy
saturday was tiring
sunday was a mess
lets see i had classes on friday
much happened in and outta class
went back ta stc later part of the day
saw many people current and past theresians
said hi to lotsa of people ones i knew and didnt
but it wasnt the best of all visits back there
i still like going back there somehow
secondary school life rawks one way or another
isnt it an honour fer da principal ta walk you outta school
saturday yvonne came by my place ta get work done
while i did my own work as well
i made instant noodles fer us
and it didnt taste that great
i cant cook fer nuts
she left to town at five plus
i headed over to charlenes place
continued with work there
plus much of talking as well
left there only past twelve
sunday did work again
was hungry the whole time
people go in and out of the house
everyones leading their own lives
my household is in a mess
and so am i
now how cool can that be
i need to find a place ta stay at
they wanna do renovation
mad when i have so much work myself
parents are going away in august
not that it matters anymore
its a miracle i didnt step into town
fer the first time in idontknow how many weekends
its good that school is busy enough fer me
though its really hard work
at least im busy enough
right its enough fer now
tomorrows already monday
sighs
m e l i s s a ;
10:20 PM
Thursday, July 21, 2005
you taught me to run
you taught me to fly
helped me to free the me inside
help me hear the music of my heart
youve opened my eyes
youve opened the door
to something ive never known before
and your love
is the music of my heart
you were the one
always on my side
always standing by
seeing me through
heys
had half day school
was just a three hour lecture
pretty stressful
i cant draw fer nuts
and there the lecturer goes
draw any illustration
i was so dead then
really please
after tracing out ten figures yesterday
i still know nothing about it
comical right
cause i simply traced it only
without trying it
im so dead fer the following weeks
ohwells
and theres a fashion show next tuesday
we are all going fer it
at maritius mandrain
but it's only fer an hour though
in the morning
gotta head back ta school fer class after that
anyways
after lessons headed to bugis fer food
i was darn hungry please
went ta have seoul garden
supposed to have sakae but changed plans
tell you they could really eat can
i was like so full already
fre was a mad mad girl
kept taking food
and they all are so clever
take food that they cant eat
allergies and stuffs
when i asked who was gonna eat
they said mel
smart right
they bully me
gosh
after eating
we happily took photos
take take take
self obsession please
oops
oh and i saw phy too
accompained her fer awhile
she was waiting fer kar
only knocking off at ten can
shes so gonna rot there
and she crazily shave her hair again
shes gonna die tomorrow
wells
hope tomorrow is gonna be good
i miss stc
looks like loads of people are going back
wonder if that darn principal will kick us out
hope not cause theres so many of us please
end here then
im tired
think im far too tired ta sleep
know that feeling
yesh it sucks
i can stay awake all night
takecare then
m e l i s s a ;
11:59 PM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
yawns
im so tired please
like half awake now
in a world of my own
couldnt really sleep in longer
so yeahhs
damn
slept at three
doing the colour wheels
headache only please
i think it is so messy
so screwed lar
think the last time was stc funfair
painting band banner haywire
that was so long lar
completed the stitching too
think the line is so crooked
at least i still know how ta sew
and stop laughing at me
i only sew belts last time
now left fashion details
hafta find sources first
then draw draw draw
jialats
ten okay
better do them quick
and i dont hafta worry bout it
im sleepy
sleepy
sleepy
sleepy
gone
m e l i s s a ;
11:43 AM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i just got myself back awhile ago
im so tired
todays classes are cool
did colour wheel
and yesh sewing
wells i did survive okay
everyday theres work work work
soon it's gonna start piling
will start them tonight
and hopefully get it done soon
before i get more fer the next two days
was raining all day please
so shitty larrs
got stuck at sva during break
ended walking under the rain
but i like
gawd
headed to town fer ahwile after lessons
with kim jov alison and sab
then yeahhs
home now
tired please
yeahhs
and i cant wait till friday
school ends early
and im going stc
rawks please
cant be bothered if we're not allowed to
damn that mrs kong
like everyone knows she doesnt want us there
so shitty please
crap
anyhows
gotta go
takecare people
m e l i s s a ;
7:06 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
just like another stranger
standing right at the door
no longer know who she is
bored bored bored
mondays usually aint that great
fer some reason or another
school was basically alright
combined lectures
rain rain rain
just makes one feel gloomy
crapp
still i enjoyed the last lecture
professional ethics
just talk talk talk
business and socail etiquette
theres work to do fer fasion details
ten different drawings
of different cut silhouettes
i need ta get some magazines
goodness me
well well
lifes so routine like
im tired of it
shall just turn in early
at least get some sleep
bad bad headache
takecare
m e l i s s a ;
11:35 PM
phy !!
mine's more original than yours !
((:
m e l i s s a ;
8:59 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
now how comical can it be
everyone wanted to step out of the house
at the same time
except fer mich and i lar
so now one of ma bros gotta wait fer the car
now thats so coincidental
my weekend was rather messy
the only right thing was getting work done
which is good
left a lil bit more
which i think need ta go school library
well wells
shant go into much details what else happened
too long a story larr
yeapps
and as fer today
i stayed home
didnt step out at all
good rights
rahhhh
i wanna go shopping
and make myself happy
righty
thats so much fer the weekend
im darn bored lar
gosh
and and mel is coming by laters
ta get some work done up
yeahhhs
oh yeahhs
and i dont know if we can go back ta stc
-grumbles
m e l i s s a ;
9:16 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
find me a fashion dictionary
pretty please
am i speaking the fashion language
help me
okay
todays lesson started off early
like nine thirty
thats the earliest on my timetable
isnt it goodie
well well
fer once the lesson lasted
fer a full two hour
like wow
i kinda liked that lesson
cause it was communication skills
just sit there talk talk talk
non stop hits yeahh
had another lesson after that
which lasted way shorter
cause we didnt have the materials
so yeahh
went down queen street after classes
i think the whole class went
got our stuuf fer the lessons
so many things please
had lunch at bugis
with some friends
then off ta town with jovin
got the remaining stuffs there
along the way i met some people
may si pamela wei ling aisha heather
after getting what we needed
she went off ta meet her friends
and i met pamela fer awhile
with all my stuffs
shes sweet lar help me carry
so yeahh walked walked walked
she met her mum at isetan
went back from wheelock
saw heather there
had a chat with her
then i cabbed home
i was tired
and the buses were packed
thats why
got most of my things already
just a lil here and there left
im trying ta get some work done
but i cant
like how the entry started
im finding fer a fashion dictionary
prolly go find it outside
or the library
ohwells
shall see bout it
end off here then
im thinking too much
and talking too much
the brain need rest
really
i think too far
and before i end
happy birthday
wei ling
and
karteka
have a great one
-huggs.takecare
m e l i s s a ;
12:24 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
yeahhhs
got back quite some time ago
had school today
met classmates fer lunchie
then went fer class
the lecturer was late
class started late
bur still ended early
by an hour
it's weird
when you dont hafta greet
and thank the lecturer
though i dont give a damn bout it
and i never bother to
but like it's funnaye larr
walked to plaza sing after class
it's walking distance are you jealous
ohwells
hung around there
and they went off after that
walked to wisma
met mel ta pass her something
then headed home
mich was already back
think tomorrow after class
will go buy school stuffs
loads ta buy sia
jialats
off fer dinner nows
only mich and i are home
yupps
takecares
somethings telling me it might be you
its telling me it migt be you
all of my life
m e l i s s a ;
8:04 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
hies
yupps
was off from school today
should i say every wednesday
which is good
right smack in the mid week
stayed home the whole day
didnt do much at all
just slacked through
got out of bed late
in the mids of having breakfast
mum called
and asked me have lunch with her
but i didnt go
had something else instead
was online ever since twelve
but nope
i didnt sit here the whole time
or my eyes will just go blind in no time
shall stop here lars
school tomorrow at one thirty
will be there fer just htree hours
or maybe less
yeapps
off now
takecares
m e l i s s a ;
9:33 PM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
i was bored
so like yeah
pieces of me(:
m e l i s s a ;
11:13 PM
okie ya know what
currently cheena songs are playing
on the itunes
i know i know
sounds kinds weird
prolly it belongs ta ma bro
whatthehell
anyhows
second day of school
was raining on my way ta school
good thing it stopped when i arrived
or i will have trouble getting there
today was rather crap i hafta say
cause like the first class
started at eleven thirty
but the teacher was late
started nearly at twelve
and we stayed in there
fer a good fifteen minutes or so
so therefore an ultra long lunch
like over two hours
so we headed to plaza sing fer lunch
took a walk there before going back
met mel outside her campus fer awhile too
saw portia as well
it's been long since i saw her
yupp
the second class was no better
though i dread that
cause it's like yucks sewing
she just went on and on bout what ta get
and all that nonsense
i tell you there are so many things ta get
so yeah lesson ended early again
like more than an hour early
went to bugis village with my classmates
walk walk look look see see
then off back home
well i think the first week
is more like a slacking week
cause like we dont have anything
hafta buy them all before we can start
other than that it's no point
unless maybe those uber boring lectures
so i guess slack and enjoy whilst we can now
will be going with some friends ta get stuffs
fer school on friday or something
and i realised
i have two classmates now
whom were primaary school classmates
as friends i have in secondary school
what a small world
will be off tomorrow
shall slack around
see whats there ta do
pretty long one today
end here then
takecares
m e l i s s a ;
8:28 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
hellos
ive officially started school today
-grumbles
lessons today were pretty fine
nothing that bad
nor hard just yet
pretty cool
hmmm is it the first lesson
or the first week
classes all ended early
so was like not too bad
i ended school like
forty five minutes before time
headed to town ta get somethings
then back home
off ta watch some telly
laters
takecare
m e l i s s a ;
9:01 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
bored
bored
bored
mum and bro wenta fetch
my other bro from airport
he went to perth last tuesday
to visit a friend
not bad rights
i jealous
todays weather was rather bad
was like drizzling on and off
eventually with a heavy rain
freezing cold tonight
at least cools down the weather
hmmm i settled fer another pair of dunks
something different i guess
if anyone bumps into me on the streets
whilst im wearing them
then you will get to see it
oh wells oh wells oh wells
school starts tomorrow
ive got textile fundamentals
fashion details
professional ethics
whatthehell
two hours each
crap
m e l i s s a ;
10:31 PM
i'd let you prevent me
from stepping on a thorn
in this bed of roses we call
life
i just realised something
after looking at my timetable
i found out that ive got lessons
from 1130 till 1830
with just one silly hour break
gosh help me please
and i hafta be in school like
ten tomorrow
i dont know why either
ahhhhhhhh
sian
today marks the last day of freedom
the long long long holidays are
over
not im afraid i cant get used to school life
nor waking up and being early fer classes
hahahs
jialats
you keep me safe in a crazy world
and in your arms i find the strength
to believe in me again
m e l i s s a ;
1:34 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
went town today
met may si and azure
was there around four plus
slacked at home the whole day
all alone at home what
who wouldnt want it right
everyone else went out already
music blasting
and i could do what i wanted
walked all over town
saw some people along the way
saw dunks at fareast
i wanna get them
thinking of which pair ta get
since mum says okay
so why not right
dinner with family
may si came too
azure wenta find her friends
after dinner
send may si back
i just got home an hour ago
gonna watch dvd
kungfu mahjong
the cantonese version
funnier and nicer
duh
which one
comments
m e l i s s a ;
11:30 PM
someone called me last night that someone was like semi drunk well hope she is doing fine and all she kept talking but i couldnt figure out a single thing how silly i was kinda worried but i dont know why stupid to be but then yeah i hate this feeling oh wells oh wells oh wellsit's saturday
im bored
just the last two days of holidays
damn
i dread it
i woke up this morning feeling kind of blue
and i stumbled out of bed
and dragged my feet across the room
right outside my front door was a rose
and a note that said somebody loves you
take a look at the ordinary
dont need to look at paradise
you could be next to
an angel in disguise
m e l i s s a ;
10:12 AM
Friday, July 08, 2005
i was hell pissed yesterday
my dad was being so darn irritating
i hate it please
cant he make a day feel any better
crap
well just let me rant some things out
and make me feel better
i dont wanna fall back there again just leave me alone and go yer own way stop coming after me give me a break i hate it all my life is falling into pieces all over again i want my life back in place let me breathe heart aches like hell i dont know what else to do im back here feeling lost just leave me ta find my life back i want to have it back on track i hate ta tell you that iloveyou still i hate ta tell you that imissyou so much i hate ta tell you that iwantyou back in my life i hate ta tell you that ineedyou ta keep me going i know so well it is the end im learning to let go im learning to move on trust me im trying so hardthe scars we wear will never go away
i dont wanna drown myself in thoughts
actions speak louder than words
i finally knew why this came about
m e l i s s a ;
9:08 AM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
freshies
oreintations
i dont like that
help me please
well well
i was so alone please
met denise
and we headed to school together
the first person i met
and i sorta knew was ryan
gosh
fark man
i think i was giving this
dulan look the whole time
okay not exactly
just most of the time
was darn boring
all the stupid talks
duh
overall of my class
fifteen people in total
all are girls
except two eeeeyier guys
really horrible man
yikes
save me please
i hate being alone lar
like totally lor
everyone knew someone
at least one person
from another class
but i dont
crapcrapcrap
ohwells
i chose this course
dont have a choice now
im so afraid i wont survive there
and i think visual arts is so much better
at least i think the people are much more funky
ahhhhh
im so dead
so not looking forward fer school
and my lessons are like what
starting at eleven thirty
on monday tuesday and thursday
wednesday off
friday starts and ends early
which is good lar
mondays are the longest
time table is retarded
damn
the people are alright
i made new friends
obviously
and i met maysi's primary school mate
im gonna be classmates with her
the only think i remembered today
think fashion
dream fashion
drink fashion
eat fashion
live fashion
and the stupid president said
we'll graduate with two certs
diploma and marriage
whatthehell
that was so wrong please
however
i must love my class
three years
i dont have a choice
fark
so so so dead
kill me please
m e l i s s a ;
7:47 PM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
today
had work
was again slightly late
my punch card never showed that i was early
whatthehell
work was okay lar
knocked off at four plus
towned
met pam
as she said it
after ten years we never met
goodness
was it that long
walk walk
she kept asking me ta shop
damnit lar
accompanied mia fer her break
was at coffee club
talk talk talk
thats what we did the whole time
right
london won the ioc
expected ?
ha
orientation is tomorrow
i cant wait
but if we're doind silly things
im leaving early
ohwells
not that kinda person who does such things
hope it's gonna be good
but if the day comes that i hafta let you go
i think theres something i should probably let you know
i enjoyed everyday that i spent with you
and i will miss you but im happy that i had you at all
m e l i s s a ;
9:05 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
im waiting fer mich to be done
and will head to work then
most likely we wont be on time
ohwells
i cant be bothered
so darn tired right now
help me
please
when does my someday begin
when i'll find someone again
and what if i still am not truly over
what am i supposed to do then
babe do you see what im saying
even if if it's not making sense
so when can i see you
when can i see you again
when can my heart beat again
when can i see you again
and when can i breathe once again
and when can i see you again
m e l i s s a ;
10:10 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
im like staying home today
boring is the word
but i guess there aint much of a choice
i hafta clear up all the mess the books created
like ever since the o levels till this very day
ive never touched it
simply cause i never studied since
like duh
its the last week of my holidays
and yesh finally
i should say im happy bout it
cause i dont need ta rot all day long
or getting all kinds of stupid naggings
but i guess i cant be out so often
heard the workload is heavy
but at least the mind is working
and occupied
slow down i just wanna get to know you
but dont turn around
cause that pretty round thing looks good to me
slow down never seen anything so lovely
now turn around
and bless me with your beauty cutie
m e l i s s a ;
1:05 PM
Sunday, July 03, 2005
hellos
i just had dinner awhile ago
full up now
woke up pretty late this morning
due to a late night
like pass four
yupp
went down town in the afternoon
with aunt and mich
parents joined slightly later
they went to see car again
like every weekend
dont know what car they are getting
mitsubishi airtrek
so yeahh
walkk walkk wisma taka paragon
had coffee then mich and i went pacific plaza
sale sale sale sale sale
got a top today
brown addidas one
i likee
met up with the rest after that
then home home home
had dinner
now online again
off tomorrow
i wanna town but i need ta pack things
grrrr
things i wanna get
nike dunks black and white
flipflops black and white
crumpler bag
puma bag
jeans
die die
its no good getting pay
ohwells
oh oh oh
should i go aussie fer my cousin's wedding
but the thing is that school start le
and i'll be going fer ten days
unless i go fer five or something
aiyar why always like this
and to australia again
ohmygosh
gotta go now
takecare ya all
still a lil bit of yer taste in my mouth
still a lil bit of you laced with my doubt
still a lil hard to say whats going on
still a lil bit of yer ghost your witness
still a lil bit of yer face i havent kissed
you step a lil closer each day
still i cant say whats going on
stones taught me to fly
love taught me to lie
life taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball
still a lil bit of yer song in my ear
still a lil bit of yer words i long to hear
you step a lil closer to me
so close that i cant see whats going on
stones taught me to fly
love taught me to lie
life taught me to die
so it's not hard to fall
when you float like a cannonball
stones taught me to fly
love taught me to cry
so come on courage
teach me to be shy
cause it's not hard to fall
and i dont wanna scare her
it's not hard to fall
and i dont wanna lose
it's not hard to grow
when you know that you just dont know
m e l i s s a ;
8:22 PM
i just got back like half an hour ago
feeling so tired please
anyhows
my sister woke me up this morning
fer the first time shes earlier than me lar
whatthehell
was darn tired kie
just slacked through the whole morning
so yeah
headed to town to meet the family fer lunch
mich and bro were nagging at me
saying i took an ultra long time
irritating
after lunch mich met eunica
i went to meet yvonne
walked around the heeren side of town
dont remember crossing over
after she left fer work
i wenta look fer mich
shop shop shop
boy do i love shopping
it makes me happy
met may si and her sister too
they were busy shopping as well
not bad rights
we all had dinner together
at thai express
nice nice
went down to hmv fer awhile
then backk home
long day please
saw luie. jo. jiayi and pauline
shared a cab back home with luie
cause the irritating bus did not come
lets see
i bought jeans
and two tops today
cool cool
more tomorrow
i think
oh and i finally received the letter from nafa
my orientation is on the coming thursday
different from the visual arts people
wonder what will we be doing lar
hopefully not something boring
and on friday theres this freshman disco party
at rav club and bar from seven that night
sounds interesting ehh
wonder who will go
goshh
well end off here fer now
takecare yeahs
im just gonna stay here
shant move on any further
just come over and pick me up
m e l i s s a ;
12:36 AM
Friday, July 01, 2005
give it another try
i would take it
yeapps
just had dinner
went to work today
as usual was slightly late
i never am on time please
whatthehell
work today
no comments lar
wasnt say that great
town after work with mich
went heeren ta get my pay
im rich again
i can shop shop shop
coolness
and be poor after that
damnnn
walked around town awhile
then mich went ta meet eunica
and no point me going right
i went to the bank to deposit money
then headed backk home
the bus was so crowded larr
goshh
and my ezlink card has expired
im surviving on coins now
in order ta get the money back
i hafta part with my ezlink card
which i paid fer
damn it larr
why cant they wait fer another ten days
whehn i get my other card
so stupid
shouldnt have topped it up
grrrr
anyhows
end here lar
im bored
and nothing ta type le
it's already friday
ten days more till school starts
my ultra long holiday is ending
fast fast fast
laselle starts monday
faster
enough enough
i wanna go off now
bye people
takecare
m e l i s s a ;
8:23 PM
