Sunday, February 26, 2006

pretty girl ! :D

lying in your arms, so close together ! (:

this is an INVASION!
don't worry cause it's not the attacks of apnns.
your safe! see MUTHU! who ask you to run away from thier clan! now they are back for you! hahaha you better go hide! don't forget to bring your good friend samy with you! backstreet boys fanatic (: and you are jay chou's loyal fan! but still all these can beat your UNDYING DEVOTION for mrs c... :D don't deny! PUMP IT! (:

good bye!
iloveyou alot alot.
-huggs.
<3 baby.
6502'

m e l i s s a ;
11:24 PM


Saturday, February 25, 2006

fuck off!
can you at least be a little more civilized?

anyways, happy anniversray dear! (:

<3 baby.

6502 (:

anti-apnn (:
size-ist (:

ni dui wo hao wo zhi dao (:

m e l i s s a ;
11:10 PM


Friday, February 24, 2006

sometimes life can be a burden
trying to stay one step ahead
feel the world upon my shoulder each time
im standing out on the edge
and my hopes have all deserted me
like they have washed away in the sand
and its hurting my pride trying to survive
but i know that i stand a chance

-yawns. tired tired. i need inspiration fer my work man. im currently stuck. i so do not know how to do my report. i so dont wanna bother bout it no more. its farking unfair. and i was damnit irritated bout it. ohwells. just my luck eh. shall be smarter next time.

two weeks of holidays. classes fer three days on the first week. and back fer another three days fer the second week. what kinda holidays is this. to add on. theres a never ending pile of work. oh man. so shit please. like do they have nothing better to do. whatthehell. that pile of work will just get more and never less. so much fer slacking my arse off.

the tv whore hasnt been tv whoring. no time. but sure eough time fer cookie monster-ing.

i ate peanut butter mnms. it made me feel a lil better.

takecare. shall pack up. need ta wake up early. ive got alot of things ta get done fer later. /: seeyas.

wonder how screwed can it get. sigh.

onemonthtwoweeks til driving test. yay.

just want you to smile
its all that matters to me
for you i am willing
sacrfice all that ive got
to fix that broken smile

m e l i s s a ;
2:50 AM


Wednesday, February 22, 2006

nobodys going to love me better
im going to stick with you
forever
nobodys going to take me higher
im going to stick with you
you know how to appreciate me
im going to stick with you
my baby
nobody ever made me feel this way
im going to stick with you

been a really long time since i last blogged. busy with school stuff and basically plain lazy to just blog out whats been going on. many times i wanna blog. but i just cant seem to post an entry. ohwells.

i remembered the last time i wanted to blog. was about that smart person who said 'fuckyoubitch (:' on my other tagboard. if you didnt see it. its below the main one. i have two. cause the other one had problems. whoever it is, thankyou. i know im a bitch. why didnt you dare to leave your name. not tha daring afterall right.

so much happened and i cant really remember it all.

i only know today. rather yesterday. my teacher got mad at us. or maybe started off with. she screamed at all of us. then stomped outta class. guess what after what. the overall in charge came. and scolded us inside out. like back to school uniform days. i wanna go tp. okay thats a random thought.

im supposed to do my work man. but look what ive been doing. loads loads to do ! a research book. a resume. an advertising project. none of it anywhere near to being completed. tian kill me please. so not interested in doing anything.

my right eye hurts. damn. im off. im bored. and i dont know what to type. try to blog soon. takecare.

february is coming to an end. ten more months.
driving test in onemonthsixteendays.

in my heart is where you are
and where you will always be

m e l i s s a ;
12:08 AM


Thursday, February 09, 2006

my tian. im super sleepy. and im practically doing nothing in class. other than msn-ing. and now blogging included. im so super tired ! schoolwork is totally killing me. ive got so much to do and ive got not enough time to do it. plus ive got no idea how to do it. brain is like not functioning for creativity and ideas ! help. so screwed now.

i really cant wait til school ends for the day. im tired and im just looking forward to go back home and sleep. and wake up fer grammys ! it was on this morning. and i missed it cause of school ! so irritating. coming fer class is time wasting. thank goodness im free tomorrow ! the week has ended fer me. yay. no more early mornings fer now.

im hungry. whens my break coming. time is like crawling so slowly. gosh. ohwells. off now. im gonna see my lecturer and get some nagging. takecare !

m e l i s s a ;
12:18 PM


Wednesday, February 08, 2006

never gone never far
in my heart is where you are

oh man. school started at nine thirty fer me today. and guess what time did i wake up ! ten minutes to nine. i thought of not going. but yeah. no choice. my stupid brother bloody hell shouted at me. just cause he wanted to come into my room. and got the wrong message as to he could enter or not. early in the morning only kena shouted at. whatthehell please. irritating.

i reached school almost ten can. though i got ready like super quick. just cause cabbing to school was of no use. luckily i didnt. cause when i got there. she already completed the lesson fer the day. was watching some movie clip. oh man. i was dang tired please. and like we didnt do much. i showed her my work. and thank goodness i didnt get scolding. she was nice man. ohwells. next lesson i only sat there fer an hour. then left. cause my teacher wasnt in class. like only came fer five mintues. tian.

headed to town. met mich. got some stuff then cabbed home. was simply too lazy ta walk to the bus stop. troublesome man. cause we were at taka. neither here nor there. so yeahs. came back. ate and watched tv. now i really wanna sleep. but ive got work. if i dont do. tomorrow im just gonna get a zero. surely my teacher knew i didnt do my work. so shes gonna mark it. damnit man. how long can i avoid doing it right. i better start. and hopw to sleep early tonight ! im really tired.

oh man. if maysi is in yer contacts, please look at her display pic. and guess what that is. cause i thought of something else. and only to find out what it was after asking her. and now i paiseh myself. so kuku please ! i cant stop laughing now. or if you wanna know the story behind it, go see her blog. oh man.

ru guo yao zou
qing ni ji de wo
ru guo nan guo
qing ni wang le wo

m e l i s s a ;
3:31 PM


Monday, February 06, 2006

no matter how i fight it cant deny it
just cant let you go
i still need you
i still care about you
though everythings been said and done
i still feel you like im right beside you

todays just another day gone wrong
goodbye

m e l i s s a ;
11:57 PM


Saturday, February 04, 2006

ohman. mr yeo is so so rubbish please. he totally misses me right. keep talking bout me man ! i wanna go show him my face. and make his blood boil ! seriously. hes totally biased against me. and the juniors i was close with in band. hes just jealous okay. so full of crapp. maybe he ate too much crabs. ohwells. understand why i keep saying yo. its cause of him please. my tiann. i wanna box him.

ohyeahhs. i shall be a good girl fer the next two weeks. to do all my assignments. and complete them all in time. ive got too much to do. and totally too lil time to complete. im so dead please. i shall just be guai fer now. til term break ! im lagging behind. time to work hard !

pray fer better tomorrows
peanut butter mnms please
tp in twomonthsthreedays

m e l i s s a ;
1:25 AM


Friday, February 03, 2006

dont turn and walk away again
cause i dont know how much further can i go

in your eyes
i found the greatest prize
you and i could not be closer
and in your arms
is everything I want
now i know my search is over
and i dont know where you take me
but its exactly where i wanna be

m e l i s s a ;
9:40 PM


Thursday, February 02, 2006

yo. im bored please. ohwells

i tell you. mr yeo is damn irritating please. i heard that he was talking bout mich and i in band can. like we already graduated some two years ago. does he miss us or something. what shit bad influence. how can you blame us man. like being close with current juniors also cant. so you think we hafta be anti social or something. wahlau. not as if i can go back ta visit or anything. how can you blame us. even the stcmb blog is closed. my tiann. hes such an ass please. bet he totally regretted when i was the section leader or something. nuff bout him. not like i really care. he can say all he wants. youre just being biased. hated us ever since he was the teacher in charge. unlucky fer him. unlucky fer us. so what if you can talk louder than me.

luckily i dont have class this morning man. or i will be in big trouble. i totally have nothing to show her. nothing done fer assignment. nothing done fer the competition thing. how not smart of me. to think i even skipped lesson yeaterday cause i didnt do work. which was of no use. cause next week still gotta show something. alamak. i really know nuts bout what to do please. some history shit. nothing to research on in the first place. plus i didnt pay attention to her class. ohman.

okiies shall be off now. be back again soon. takecare ! loves.

countdown to tp - twomonthsfivedays
yay.

m e l i s s a ;
1:47 PM


Wednesday, February 01, 2006

constantly girl youre on my mind
and girl i think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say
girl i miss youi never thought id feel this way

say goodbye to january and welcome february. one month down. and eleven left fer the year. is that fast. i hope not. please slow down a lil. i cant catch up with time. i need more time fer this year.

so has the three days of chinese new year been ? collected a good sum of money and ate loads of chinese new year goodies i hope. i know i did. plus did quite a lot of visiting too ! oh plus curry fer a straight three days. how about that. i notice the fun we have is about the same fer most houses. the kinda dishes that i pretty much enjoy.

the first day was the usual. went to visit my grandparents of my dads and mums side. surprisingly not to fall asleep at either places. however i found myself sleeping at my grandaunts house. ohwells ! its not anything new if you know my routine man. its already an achievement not to sleep at the first part of visiting. cause thats the worst. ohyeahhs. i played blackjack too. won some. lost some. was quite alright. kinda fun i must say. thanks to my aunt.

second day. went to charlenes house with mich yiwei and azure. maysi couldnt make it. so yeapps. then they came over to my place. we had dinner. and blackjack again. plus some daidee. didnt know the actual gambling way. so we played five cents a card left. was really fun. charlene left earlier. then yiwei. last was zure. webt down three times to send them off. zures boyfriend asked us go supper at like midnight. so late please. they wanted to play mahjong after my aunt bros and mum completed their game. but we didnt. thats about it.

third day. went to third aunts house. played daidee too. then went to heathers place. bro sent us down. lucky thing. or else we would have spent like a long time on the roads. played mahjong. was so not liscenced fer it please. shall play more often next time. yeahhs. cabbed to sumays place. sent luie and mich to yiweis house first then went there. stayed fer awhile then came back home. yeaps.

so thats fer my first three days. if im not wrong theres dinner this saturday. cause its the seventh day. means everyones birthday if im not wrong. so yeahs. but first of all. im gonna skip history class. cause ive yet to do her work. i need to start werking hard now. the competition thing im supposed to do. i also didnt start yet. ohman. no time to play ! its the end of enjoyment fer now. loads of assignments wating fer me. i need to do them. or graduating from year one is no hope !

shall go off now. im tired. got some stuffs to do first. then off to sleep. back to school tomorrow ! how boring. so not looking forward to anything. takecare.

you know that its true
every time i see your face i miss you baby
you know that its you

m e l i s s a ;
12:15 AM




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