s i x t y f i v e

2006-08-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

shifted!
www.muthuassilem.blogspot.com
re-link please.

2006-08-10T00:41:00.000+08:00

shifted
relink pretty please (:

; youre worth ever single everything to me
id remember

2006-08-02T02:23:00.000+08:00

if you were mine
i'd be your everything and
you'd be the only thing that i would ever need
if you were mine
i would tell everyone that
you are the only one that i could ever want

i wont be blogging here anymore i guess
if i shift, i will let you know

takecare
thanks for coming
lovelove (:

2006-07-22T08:42:00.000+08:00

2006-06-29T13:02:00.000+08:00

could be your eyes
could be your smile
could be the way you freed my mind
your precious touch caressed my soul
you gave me everything I need

tired.
dozed off whilst doing my work last night. luckily i didnt complete everything. cause lesson today was cancelled. i was happy about it. but yea. anyhows. met phy and luying. accompanied phy til she left fer school. then both of us went home.

i think i can just fall asleep now. but ive got work to do. so yea i will just get them done. and have an early night. ive not been doing much work. not a a good thing. yea whatever.

ive got nothing else ta say. does it really matter.

~~iwannaseeyou~~

2006-06-26T22:19:00.000+08:00

Slack3r you found a job at the airport. thats like freaking far. but its alright for you, right. okay tell me about your job when we talk online. you taakecare too !

AP you support germany too. yay. high five !

bastard! iloveyou too bastard. (: no germany is gonna win win win argentina ! you are so mean to py. but shes real funny about brazil wearing tshirts. yupps. nice seeing you today. lovelove.

throat pain ! /:

had no school today. woke up early talked to her for a few minutes then back to lalaland. then watched movie. i was digging through the vcds and dvds at home. went far east for chicken rice with her. she came over. such a pig she fell asleep. anyway she left after that. i continued watching show. 再说一次我爱你。was nice. okay then i continued watching tv til like just.

its my brother's birthday today ! i think he is coming soon or something. i dont really know. cause no one wants to say. so yupp. this date rings a bell too.

so aussieland and italy are playing later. i shall go watch it later. i think the aussies will win.

i really need to get my work done. ive not been doing anything much at all. i can just like go and die or something. but ive got like no idea at all okay. big trouble. i need inspiration man. tian ah.

2006-06-25T20:49:00.000+08:00

Slack3r daddy still job hunting ? its pretty difficult for you to work on weekdays cause of school right. few places just hire for weekends alone. i will tell you when we can meet okay. suncatcher. i didnt forget. (: takecare too. misses.

AP jersey nine, japan. takahara. rights. nakata is handsome ! (: missesyou too. takecare yupp.

phy find me someone who likes school. everyone dreads it. at least you enjoyed your holidays. bet you made full use of it enjoying right. haha. takecare ! loves.

you are like a dream come true to me
this love i wanna cherish for a lifetime

today is a nice day. had a late night and was up pretty early. went town to meet bastard. she was earlier than me. made her wait a long time. i think she was about to kill me already. must have patience you know. anyhows. we got a new ring each today. spent a long time deciding on one. then went to the airport. been a long time since we took train. we went to eat then walk walk. back home after that. twentyfifth. bastards big day.

yayness. germany won the match yesterday ! they are gonna play against argentina next. tonight england is gonna play. i wanna watch. then portugal against netherlands ! more matches coming up. they are so smart to have it in a way that germany doesnt meet brazil until the finals to fight it out. i hope the germans do well.

okay. shall stop here ! ive got nothing else to blog about for now. takecare.

iloveyou bastard
bitch <3s bastard

2006-06-25T12:51:00.000+08:00

hey baby when we are together
doing things
that we love
everytime your near
i feel like im in heaven
feeling high
i dont want to let go girl
i just need you to know girl
i dont wanna run away baby
your the one i need tonight
no promises
baby
now I need to hold you tight
i just wanna die in your arms
here tonight

number seven
iloveyoubastard (:

2006-06-23T22:32:00.000+08:00

Slack3r daddy! hahs. not found a job yet. but like find jobs fer weekends is more difficult right. i dont know when i can meet you. but soon i hope. yuppyupp. missyou loads! takecare.

yesterday. driving then went to school. fer awhile plus i was late too. ohwells. im a naughty girl. i hope the warning letter doesnt come my way. or else. die! went to her house after that. its a nice day spent. and we loved it! (:

did some homework. nap fer awhile then watched the japan brazil match. oh man. my handsome eyecandies are out of the world cup. brazil won them. and my girlfriend is like so happy with the score. end up both of us didnt sleep after the match. it started pouring outside. was damn tired.

had driving test. screwed it like terribly. i was damn angry with myself. and damn sad too. oh man. real disappointed okay. my mum ket laughing at me after i told her about it. thats like damn mean to me. went tiong macs and met her, maria, valerie, xinni. sandy came too. sat there. talked alot and laughed alot. cabbed back to her place. and yea. we went to sleep and you dont need to know. okay. went great world after that. ate then came back home. tummy ache! should be gastric. i almost died okay. good thing i am feeling better now! hope the pain doesnt come back. its quite an awesome day today. other than this morning though.

mr ng!
i had a nice day today (:
i know you liked it too
ilovemybastard! :D

2006-06-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

Tonight it's very clear
As we're both lying here
There's so many things i wanna say
I will always love you
I will never leave you alone

Sometimes i just forget, say things i might regret
It breaks my heart to see you crying
I don't want to lose you
I could never make it alone

'coz i am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me

I have always needed you
I could never make it alone

'coz i am a man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

It's like a knight in shining armor
From a long time ago
Just in time i'll save the day
Take you to my castle far away

I am the man who will fight for your honor
I'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
Gonna live forever knowing together
That we did it all for the glory of love

-jaren (:

2006-06-22T00:55:00.000+08:00

jaren ng we didnt go to the arcade today. lets go there soon. i need money first. iloveyou.

Slacl3r daddy so did you find another job yet. you so free. got school still can work. best cause no homework right. have have present. your long awaited sun catcher. (: takecare. missya.

peh i know school is starting. and we didnt go out yet. oh no !

monday !
mr ng sent me breakfast (: and i thought she was just joking when sasha called me. i was like half awake. maria came too. yupps. played cards then off to town. eye check and arcade. met meifen and went sasha's house too.

yesterday and today !
i missed the first lesson. went fer the second. met her after that. then things happen. yea. went holland walawala. met phy, luie, juli. watched the germany match. then midnight walk back home with phy. she came to watch the england match. mr ng came over too ! only managed to catch a short nap. had to wake up early fer driving. luckily i can still remember how to drive. its been two over months since i drove. and my tp is like on friday. trouble. went over to her house after that. we went to sleep for a few hours. went town to meet sasha and mei fen for awhile. saw jo and lyanne too. we went to eat. then back to her house. she wanted to sleep but i didnt allow. im mean but i dont care. we talked and did retarded things. watched the nine o clock together. i left there at eleven plus and cabbed home. i feel tired already. will sleep early. on the phone now. yupps.

today is awesome
takecare !

iloveyou jaren ng (:

2006-06-19T02:13:00.000+08:00

phy aha. you make me sound horrible. need to be booked two months in advance first. anyways. no problem. its dan's birthday. of course we will celebrate it together.

Slack3r happy daddys day. okay its past midnight already. oops. anyhows. i didnt know that your school is starting already. thats like damn fast. back to waking up early and all. and and we have not gone out. ohman. terrible. missyou daddy. takecare.

pehpeh you are confusing me. is the tag for me or your wugui. your holidays are ending soon. and we didnt go out yet. how how.

thursday
went far east with bestie. accompanied her at work. she came by with maria, valerie, debbie. after work bestie and i took the bus together. she went to suntec fer work and me to school. school was fine. just two hours of computer. went to meet her after that. we went holland and ate haegan daz. yumms. saw rabbits too! i like. but she doesnt. homed after that. and i forgot what happened already.

okay okay. im lazy to blog about everyday. ahas. too bad. i only know that ive been watching world cup. and forgetting to do my work. pro man. hopefully the lecturers are being understanding. and let us off or something. prolly just only a few of us are like me. cause there are only two guys. who else catches the world cup. and not do work. oh man. big trouble. but then you know i dont really care. its just the start of school. erm with two weeks gone. dont bother.

ive been visiting the arcade very frequently too. i think people who opens the arcade can really earn alot of money. after deducting off the rents, and all the game machines. im sure theres a huge profit. a good business to invest in ehh. okay im just being rather retard. anyhows, maximum tune and mario kart. i like. i will get addicted to it soon, jaren ng. thanks to you! ahas. nevermind its fun.

i think ive been watching too much tv and my sleeping times have all gone haywire. i step into class half awake. and i feel tired and wierd times. okay after the world cup i will switch back. oh ya. i talked to my bro last night. my mum called him. its so weird. cause like we didnt have much to say. anyhows. glad to know he is doing fine.

ive got enough. shall stop here. zai jian. takecare. loves.

; iloveyou, jaren ng.

2006-06-14T23:05:00.000+08:00

Slack3r daddy ! i didnt know you were working at that time. but since i saw you. so i went to say hi. was nice getting to see you. after dont know how many years ! we will see each other again soon. missyou daddy. takecare yes. loves.

peh ! haha your tag is confusing. mondays are mr and mrs ng days cause i have no school. so thats our day. are you sure i am yours wait wu gui will go after you ! better me careful. i shall pretend i dont know anything. you both can fight it out.

Novelyn hello hello. imissyou. been quite some time since i last saw you. lets have fate to meet ! takecare yes. loveyou !

ap i didnt see your tag. i think the old tags are not that already, sorries.

huanghuang my new friend. love at first sight. first everything. (: i thought you said that you wanna flood the whole tagboard. you only tagged a few times. anyway i wanna tag you too. but i cant. i wanted to say that i wanna leave a scar on your palm too ! (: loveyou many mr ng !

hellos !
my tag replies are pretty long today ! im feeling real tired. shall hurry blog first !

monday !
met bestie and maysi. was supposed to watch cars. but we didnt. so i met mr ng, my shuai ge. and i collected money too ! yay. oh then went great world too. i met a new friend ! my love at first sight (: im so happy to know you ! and japan lost to aussieland ! so wasted. japanese players are good looking !

tuesday !
breakfast with bestie at tiong market. i met mr ng and maria. i made her laugh for me. i miss her laughter. went to school after that. then home i went. world cup world cup. i stayed up for the brazil match too. they won ! not a bad game.

wednesday !
i am so so tired. been so stoney the whole day. copied so much ! school was rather boring. met her again ! went walk walk. she got her milkshake. sat at cine long johns for some time then went home. she sent me back ! yay. she promised me something ! must remember okay ! dont forget. (:

the wonderful you :D
i met someone
and its none other than you
it was like love at first sight
a feeling that i cant describe
when you entered my life
i knew that you were the one
no one shall take your place in my heart
cause you are here to stay for always
so wonderful you are to me
with you i feel loved
a kind of love that is different
one that is special
iloveyou dear with all my heart

2006-06-11T22:02:00.000+08:00

Maria hello mini monster ! yes yes money ! lets go to the neoprint machines !

peh ! haha why wugui. i dont get that part. alrights. i will tell you when i am free okay. you sure that you took me already. wait she go after you. careful.

luie//cousin cousinly. are you sure that i am the best stall holder. dont bluff me. the first thing you said when you saw me. was to call me an ah lian. cause i was tending a stall at far east.

yesterday !
woke up early. spent almost my whole day a far east. with bestie. we were both working there. tending a bag store. you know the pushcarts. yeaps. she came by to visit too (: cousin, nephew and mich came as well. the day was pretty fun. we even went walking aroud the building. and did some shopping too. its once in a long while when i get to spend the whole day with my bestie. i went to lookfor her after i sent bestie off. then was on the phone til before i slept. nice day.

today !
woke up slightly later than usual. went to meet her and we caught shes the man at the cathay. was my first time there. the movie was nice. and funny too! ive been watching alot of movies. i think almost one every week. watching cars tomorrow with bestie. im gonna be richer tomorrow as well. good good. i bought brownie ! i like. saw daddy too. she was working. we went to yoshi. ate then left town. i walked her home. i came back and i was home alone. watched x-men two. yupps. nice day again !

im meeting her again tomorrow. yayness. one week two days ! (: mondays are mr ng days ! right my dear. iloveyou !

will end off here. takecare.

2006-06-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

eunica! pretty girl ! she didnt steal me away from you and you didnt steal me away from her. dont argue. but one things true i wont runaway (: imissyou though. loves.

Slack3r daddy daddy. i dont know when can we meet. but we shall find a day alrights. sure we can (: dont worry! missyou too. takecare.

pam imissedyou too ! meet some time soon okay. maybe with the rest too. been quite awhile since we met. takecare! loves.

sarahpeh ! so smart. cant steal me. so you take me ! haha. alrights. you can unscrew my timetable. let me know when you will be free. and i will see if i can. we will fix a day okies (:

huanghuang my dear ! dont be so angry okay. iloveyou. you know that i do. and i only loveyou alright. -huggs.

phy what pantat face ! i dont know when will i be free. mondays not free. dont wanna go jb. must change passport photo. troublesome.

ive not been here since like monday, school started fer me. and its pretty slack for the first week. lessons were all short. ended early. i guess year two is gonna be tougher. cant afford to relax much. though i already did not go fer a lesson. i think hardly anyone went fer it. nevermind.
and i have been meeting her everyday! which is a good thing. iloveyou dearest (:

i wanna go watch the world cup. so cool scv digital box has four channels. can watch them all at one go. i think i will have lack of sleep this month. plus ive got driving test. and school too. i wonder how am i to survive okay. nevermind watch first worry later on.
go germy germs germany! im gonna support them. phy said shes supporting coasta rica fer the opening match. we shall see. oh but micheal ballack is not playing on the opening match. oh man.

i will stop here. update again another time. takecare. muchie loves.

2006-06-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

ap i doubt i am transfering, im a late queen. how did you know, if i were to travel that far to school. i will have problems being on time i think.

eunica hello pretty girl ! i missed you (: so who stole me away from who. haha. lovelove.

huanghuang you came back three days ago. and i am glad that you are finally back. imissyou alot shuai ge ! ((: iloveyou.

Slack3r daddy i know. my school is gonna start tomorrow. i only have mondays off. and my timetable is like. super jia lat okay. i hate it. will tell you when you come online alrights. lovelove.

today was good ! i saw bestie in the earlier part of the day. and i saw my dearest girlfriend after that. yayness.

some stuffs happened. shall not go into detail here. yupps. oh and i got a haircut today. my hair is currently very very thin. i hardly feel much hair on my head. but my tail rocks. and my girlfriend is in love with my hair. which is ood enough. i wanna buy dye and colour my uneven hair. its half black and half brown now.

i just got to hear about my timetable. screw it okay. it totally sucks. the timings are lik horrible plus terrible plus really just no words to describe. tian. i feel so upset about it.

school is starting tomorrow fer me. and i totally dread it now.

shall be off now. i should turn in soon. pretty tired. takecare. and goodluck to me for school tomorrow.

bestie ! wheres the hug.

2006-06-03T08:37:00.000+08:00

Slack3r but la salle is the same cost as nafa. i will be doing about the same course though. so maybe i wont transfer. school is starting next week. not looking forward.

huanghuang yayness. you are coming back today today today. finally. imissedyoumuch. and yay you called yesterday ! finally got to hear you after i dont know how long. iloveyou dear ! -huggs.

-yawns. morning world.
i was awake some time ago. pretty early fer as saturday eh. going to bestie's brother's church wedding. yupps. better go bathe now. before its late. i think i am already running late.

off now. seeyas. takecare.

2006-06-02T01:19:00.000+08:00

hey girl i wanna catch your wave
hey girl i wanna drift away with you
hey girl you've got an undertow
hey girl hey girl i'll never let you go

happy birthday to you, dearest laogong (:
and
happy birthday to xiao didi (:

Slack3r daddy i will let you know bout saturday again okies.

ap cause one thankyou wasnt enough. yuppyups.

michching im lazy to do the tagging thing. troublesome you know.

had quite a long day today.
was pouring in the early afternoon. so met simaychan late. went to buy her birthday present. then we just walked around town. simaychan wanted to catch a movie but we didnt in the end. went to tiong market fer dinner. had porridge. was yummy. waited fer mich then headed back home. watched tv. and im online now.

la salle la salle. should i. maybe i should just give it a shot and see how things go. im confused. anyone wanna help me make the decision. but staying in my current school. will just make me drag myself there. fer some reasons. how how. application is closed but i can still go fer the interview. zhe mo ban.

yayness. shes coming home soon. finally.
imissedyouloadsdear.

shall turn in soon. im tired.

2006-05-31T18:11:00.000+08:00

whered you go
imissyou so

denise relinked (:

Slack3r i am very very free today. but when i saw your tag was rather late already. hmm saturday. i guess i will be free. actually i dont have plans for the week yet. yupps. so how. sun catcher ! (: missyou.

ap thankyouverymuch for the present ! its alright that its late. the thought that counts (: missyou too ! -huggs.

im frigging bored now. hows the blog pic. okay. i dont know how long am i gonna leave it there for though. shall see about it. maybe black and white is nicer. im damnit bored okay. rotting at home is no good. really really no good please. sigh. i hate this. ohwells.

so cool i have twohundredeight tags and twohundredeight posts. well this is number twohundrednine already. lets see. if someone tags, i will blog again. good idea right. im just being nonsense. so dont bother bout me.

ive said enough. i dont know what else ta add already. im sad !
goodbye.

two more days til saturday comes
thats damn long

2006-05-31T01:26:00.000+08:00

我真的很想你
快点回来好吗
没有你的日子
很难过

Slack3r i am back already ! your holidays are starting soon right. my schoo, is gonna start. and we have not met. oh no. please meet soon. alrights. lovelove (:

Maria you are welcome. i am fine yup (: no worries ! -huggs.

ngzhiyi imissyou ! hurry up come back ! i want a hug from you now now now. imissyou so so much okay. im glad i got to talk to you today. the time is passing so slowly. time time hurry up pass. i wanna seeyou.

my brother left today. he will only be back in about five months time. do you know how long that is. its really sad okay. i am so gonna miss him. five months will be quick right. i hope so. i feel very down.
yes i love my brother very very much.

2006-05-29T23:52:00.000+08:00

i just returned home yesterday
and you left me today
why have we gotta part
you know how much it pains
to be missingyou ths badly
please return home soon safely
i wanna be in your arms
i want to tell you that iloveyou
with all my heart

2006-05-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

okay if you didnt know. i just returned from hongkong. went there on friday and returned last night. dont say that i didnt tell you about it cause i dont love you or anything. cause i only told a handful of people. to be exact. only three people.

the trip was fine i guess. was raining there. oh and i didnt get aot of things either. a pair of dunks as usual. it was a tiring trip. cause we did alot of walking. and from now onwards. i am gonna save money. cause i am broke. for trip details you can see my sisters blog. i am lazy to type everything out.

i returned yesterday and you left today. coming back only on saturday. oh man. its so long okay. imissyou dearest.
my elder brother is leavng tomorrow. only coming back this year end. thats damnit long okay. and he is going to us. thats damnit far. im sad.

today today. is not a very good day. sigh /: nevermind i will put the unhappy past behind me.

end here. takecare.

baby come home soon
imissyou

2006-05-28T09:41:00.000+08:00

you're there by my side
in every way
i know that you would not forsake me
i give you my life
would not think twice
your love is all I need believe me

i may not say it quite as much as I should
when I say I love you darling that means for good
so open up your heart and let me in

and I will love you 'til forever
until death do us part we'll be together
so take my hand and hold on tight
and we'll get there
this I swear

i'm wondering how I ever got by
without you in my life to guide me
where ever I go the one thing that's true
is everything I do I do for you

i may not say it half as much as I should
when I say I love you darling that means for good
so open up your heart and let me in
and I will love you 'til forever
until death do us part we'll be together
so take my hand and hold on tight
and we'll get there
this I swear

so whenever you get weary
just reach out for me
i'll never let you down my love

and I will love you 'til forever
until death do us part we'll be together
so take my hand and hold on tight
and we'll get there

and I will love you 'til forever
until death do us part we'll be together
so take my hand and hold on tight
and we'll get there
ohh we'll get there
this I swear

iloveyou
-huanghuang (:

2006-05-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

babay girl you know i still care for you,
you know i'll love you forever more! (:

imissyou imissyou!
why did you go to hongkong?
imissyou badly ):
hurry back!

iloveyou!
-huanghuang (:

2006-05-25T23:57:00.000+08:00

today is a good day (:
thankyou for making this day special
thankyou for everything

little actions you do
leaves a great memory
and adds more reasons
why iloveyou even more
each passing day

there are good times
and then there are
not so good times
but no matter what
know that iloveyou

update bout today. morning i had waffles. was good. then i made macaroni and cheese ! off to meet her. to her place. was pouring heavily and we walked under the rain to the bus stop and then back to the house again. cause we were drenched inside out. changed clothes. and the rain stopped. off to watch x men ! was good. iliked it. go watch go watch ! must. then we went arcade. bubble tea and i received pretty flowers. thankyou ! went to town. and i got my ears pierced again. i like it. more next time ! i want. saw anjo. so they talked. ohh got lollipops too. i like to turn the thing outside heeren. hmm went cine. bought her cookies. then she sent me home ! yay thankyou. time passed so quickly. thats sad. but i loved today. it was superb. and i enjoyed it. (:

i'll be your dream
i'll be your wish
i'll be your fantasy
i'll be your hope
i'll be your love
be everything that you need
iloveyou more with every breath
truly madly deeply do

2006-05-25T11:11:00.000+08:00

我愿意付出一切交换我灵魂的另一半
这个世界唯一的你是我拥有的奇迹
对我说的一字一句都是我们的秘密
紧紧拥抱唯一的你无可救药的坚定
就算世界与我为敌我也愿意我什么都愿意
过去所有的悲哀都只是训练我为你勇敢真爱
照亮了漆黑的夜晚寻找了彼此一辈子再不分开

today will be a good day, right

2006-05-25T03:23:00.000+08:00

love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous
love is never boastful or conceited

it is never rude or selfish
it does not take offense
and it is not resentful

love takes no pleasure in other peoples sins but
delights in truth
it is always ready to excuse to trust to hope
and to endure whatever comes
~1 Corinthians 13:4-8

theres a song thats inside of my soul
its the one that ive tried to write over
and over again
im awake in the infinite cold
but you sing to me over
and over and over again

so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands and pray
to be only yours i pray
to be only yours
i know now youre my only hope

sing to me the song of the stars
of your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
when it feels like my dreams are so far
sing to me of the plans
that you have for me over again

so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hands and pray
to be only yours i pray
to be only yours
i know now youre my only hope

i give you my destiny
im giving you all of me
i want your symphony
singing in all that i am

at the top of my lungs
im giving it back

so i lay my head back down
and i lift my hand and pray
to be only yours i pray
to be only yours i pray
to be only yours
i know now youre my only hope

2006-05-25T01:42:00.000+08:00

watching a walk to remember now. brings back some memories huh. ohwells. sec five efl. was a good time.

lets see. ive gotten back my results. and its terrible. almost every grade was worst than last semester. no good no good. shall work harder. what else. i have been going to the arcade fer three days straight. maximum tune. cannot get addicted to it. no no.

and yes. i am feeling much better now. thankyou maria for listening to me. i shall be happy. will be.

off now. back to the show. its getting late too. ive gotta wakeup early tomorrow. shall turn in after the show ends.

ilovemyHAHA (:

2006-05-23T15:24:00.000+08:00

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2006-05-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

; you

sa rang hae yo means iloveyou
代表着我离不开你
每分每秒每一个声音
直有你撒娇会让我微笑
sa rang hae yo 直对你说
i will loveyou and forever more
我答应 baby you will see
每一个我都属于你

sorry i made you feel like this now. you dont deserve this. i just want you to know that i am here for you. despite all that is happening right now. i will be there for you when you need me. maybe not physically. but still. sigh. i know what i say now wont make you feel any better. i guess you really need time for yourself. take all the time you need. the things you said. i dont know if you really meant it. or was it outta anger. or cause you were really effected. i never wanted you out of my life. never wanted it that way. sigh. i didnt know that you will react this way. i am sorry. i will leave you alone for now. but i hope it wont be for long.

please takecare.
iloveyou.

2006-05-19T17:33:00.000+08:00

its early in the morning
soon another day will dawn
i cant wait to feel your arms
around me again
you are the one you are the one
who can make moments last forever
the one that makes the sun shine
where ever you go you are the one
why make it harder than it has to be
just listen i'll give you love
if you'll give me your heart

hellos (:
yesterday and today was goood.

Slack3r daddy daddy. i dont know what time you will be leaving for malaysia but takecare of yourself ! and have fun (: loveya. misses.

pam hmm i got the photos from dans blog. so get there and get it yea. or i can send you when we are both online. okiies. loves.

yesterday woke up damn early cause of the drilling. so went breakfast with mich since she was up too. had macs. then met phy. and my surprise, yvonne. yeap. accompained phy shopping. she bought quite a few things. then we caught the da vinci code. was not too bad. then met her. saw quite a number of people at town too. off to her place. watched some tv. talked and was like in bed so early. i dont sleep that early. though i was really tired. sleeping part was like. okay not very bad.

woke up damn early too. caught over the hedge today. oh mans. we were like totally freezing in the theatre. terrible. but the show was nice. funnaye and ke ai too. must go watch ! homed after that. yeapps. online now. x men three next week ! twentyfifth :D

i wanna watch tv and then go toilet. maybe get a nap. seehow. takecare.

iloveyoudearknight(:

i would never leave you
my love is for life
taking things for granted
was never my style

2006-05-18T05:13:00.000+08:00

guess who won the champions league !
barcelona are the european champions !
spanish champions too woohoo (:

if you didnt watch the match then you missed out on a good one. they were really good. both sides were. and alot of thins sure did happen. arsenal was leading fer a very long time. plus their goalkeeper was red carded. dumbly arsene wenger took rpbert pires off fer another keeper. campbell's goal was a nicer one. still lucky stars were on barcelona fer scoring another two goals to win the match. really scored on luck. you should have seen it man.

yayness the gunners lost. i wasnt supporting them anyway. enough said. the rest go read the papers or something. accomplishment to last throughout the whole match. maybe supper did the trick. shall turn in soon. or i can just forget bout waking up later on. gonna meet phy first then gonna meet her. yeapps.

takecare.

2006-05-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

ap yuppyupp. watch soccer at times. now you know. i enjoy it too. another red devil fan (: lovelove

Slack3r hows my daddy. yesh i watch soccer. now you know. not too late. we will meet real soon. dont worry. sun catcher right. and i will get a star catcher. yayness. ilovemydaddy !

HUANGHUANG iloveyouverymuch :D

jo partner partner imissyou (:

phy yeshyesh i know you are a red devil ! liverpool is good too you know. heh. uefa finals. soon soon.

yes like why should i even bother right

so lets see. the uefa champions league is coming up soon. less than an hour. go barcelona ! i want them to win. i dont know if i can last til the match ends though. gonna be a zombie after that. but yea i dont feel like sleeping either.

oh and i am onto the new episode of the oc. the season finale soon mans. so fast. this season is rocking good. ohwells. watch it yourself and you will know.

its gonna be a good day. i know. looking forward.

2006-05-14T00:48:00.000+08:00

you taught me to run
you taught me to fly
helped me to free the me inside
help me hear the music of my heart
help me hear the music of my heart
youve opened my eyes
youve opened the door
to something ive never known before
and your love
is the music of my heart
you were the one
always on my side
always standing by
seeing me through

im damnit happy i die die also must blog this down !

LIVERPOOL WON THE FA CUP ! 2006 champions !
you will never walk alone :D
they rock !

the match started not so well. but hey ! they won. the goalkeeper can save penalties damnit well. though he didnt do well during the match. yea man. im so happy please. they won won won ! woohooo (: was a really damn exciting match okay. it would be better if i can watch it live over there. next time when i grow old. i must must must at least once go watch a live match. damn. steven gerrard was awesome on the field. man of the match ! yayness.

hoho. and i changed the scv box. now i have the digital one. oh man. i can watch every single channel fer a week i think. damnit good okay. i will spend time watching tv this whole week ! must make good use of this wonderful entertainment. and and and my mum allows me to get other new channels. and swop the group too. yayness again. i sound so retarded mans.

lunched with family today. was pretty alright. then met charlene too. and mich's classmates. came home and tv tv tv. i chiong-ed to watch the fa cup. until now. and i just came online. i wanna go flip channels now. this is great.

takecare.

2006-05-13T01:10:00.000+08:00

lets see ! today today.

mum woke us up at ten. been calling us fer like a really long time. lunched at raffles hotel. was yumm yumm. had it with the family on my dads side. not everyone though. and my dad wasnt there. after that my brothers and sister plus me accoumpanied my mum. she must be feeling honoured. all her children went out with her. she got her hair done. elder bro book the appointment, second brother paid. woohoo. we all waited fer her for an hour. see we are nice. then off i went to her house. watched toy story too. i watched that like years ago. homed after that.

my nephew is so nice. my name is like in her blog on almost every entry. so sweet right :D ohman.

tomorrow i am gonna have lunch again. but with relatives on my mums side. been a long time since i last saw them too ! terrible huh.

fa finals tomorrow !! liverpool against west ham. go liverpool ! im gonna watch it tomnorrow. must must must.

shall end here. i wannago remove my lenses. i totally forgot. i dont want them to get stcuk again. off now !
[edit] my lenses did get stuck. damit[/edit]

monday monday. thursday thursday !
twelve more days !
iloveyouknight (:

2006-05-12T01:48:00.000+08:00

dylan
this is not muthu. have you gotten the wrong blog. i dont know how did that post of the my name is muthu thing came about. it just appeared when i saw my blog. weird weird. :D

phy
the secret is round not brown. since when it was brown. i said round what. your mission is in process ! no worries bout that. (: yes yes i will always be the smelly fish monger ! i bet you will never forget how you suffered smelling the fish. dont bother bout the muthu thing. not my name.

anyway first thing. my name is melissa. i have not changed name nor have i became an apnn or something. so dont get the wrong idea.

this week is rather slow man. i guess cause i didnt do alot of things. oh man. i feel this holidays are like. damnit boring. i dont get to do much. oh wells ! im feeling so like nowordstodescribe now. sighsighsigh ! i dont know lar /:

i went to marias house today. cause they asked me too. i think her screams and laughters are like whoa. powerful. sreiously. her screams make you turn your head and see whats wrong. and her laughters make you laugh along too. anyhows i didnt stay for a long time cause by the time i got there was pretty late. so yea.

okay i dont know what to blog anymore. i dont feel like blogging. i dont want end of may to come. i really dont want. i shall try to sleeep. stop thinking.

i feel that theres a gap somewhere in between. that gap which determines so much. guess no one will ever understand. i feel like running~~away~~.

takecare.

2006-05-11T13:01:00.000+08:00

HI MY NAME IS MUTHU!
PLEASE CALL ME THAT FROM TODAY ONWARDS THANK YOU!

2006-05-08T23:46:00.000+08:00

phy is being a retarded ass now
over the pretty girl girl girl

my new line and its copyrighted
whats the secret of the universe
its round ! :D

i think they still cant get over the non stop talking. and all the rubbish. you see i bring joy to their lives. a memory worth to be kept and well remembered. its a once in a lifetime thing okay. i laughed the whole time while hearing the retarded recordings.

2006-05-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

; what makes you different
makes you beautiful to me
you are my special girl
one that captured me heart
i wanna be close to you
every second of my days
i wanna share my every moment
with you and no one more

i think i will avoid eating chocolates and fish for awhile. maybe a few days. people usually drink when they feel upset. when they wanna cry it out. but me, i wasnt upset. though i teared when my eye hurt like i dont know what.

tag replies !

laogong thankyou (: i think you wished me alot alot alot of times. woaini (:

germaine thankyou (: hmm by the way which germaine. nuer isit.

ap thankyou pts (:

phy i have relinked you already. thankyou for such a wonderful day ! i enjoyed it alot too. no i dont wanna go through that again too. talking too much is pretty tiring too you know. you takecare ! loveya.

pam thankyou for taking care of me. i know i was like very troublesome and hmm fishy too. but i had a wonderful time. seventeen more dares shall wait. you dont forget about it. i can complete it another time. dont worry. takecare ! loveya.

wenny heys. thankyou for remembering (: yes yes i do feel real old now. last year left in the teens. yupp. you takecare alright. seeyou around.

i knew what to say its not that i didnt want to but its that i didnt know how was just this close
my weekend was superb i will never forget this
sixtyfive stands for six may wonderful day

2006-05-07T21:40:00.000+08:00

okay so i just hung myself over and now. i think i feel really silly. oh mans. you will get a good laugh after you know what nonsense happened last night. it was really no words to describe.

lets see. i lunched with my parents first then off to meet her. i had a really nice time. thankyou (: went to the arcade too. oh man. i think we can just start going there like all the time. was really fun. sent her back then met up with the rest.

they got mich and i a bakerzin chocolate cake. was really sweet of them. and its yummy yummy too. i liked it alot. we filmed some bangala show too. had three parts to it. was damn hilarious. i shall go watch it when dan sends the videos over. then off we went to happy. with dan, luie, phy and pam. yeapps.

they said that it was my birthday so i had to do dares, and like i didnt have much of a choice. since nineteen pinches each from all of them was pain. so yea.

the usuals. we talked. cam whore and drank. i got birthday kisses from them. and dan's gay friend, andrew. in return, akiss too. i blew a whistle and drank. cousin bought me drinks cause its my birthday. had to drink it like continuously. so you know. then my dares stopped there. pam says i still owe them seventeen dares. hmm i got pretty high. and i kinda lost it. i puked like alot. and was damnit gross plus a horrible sight. plus i spat on cousin. so sorry. i gave them a hard time. dan was like high too. they took my phones and i think almost everything.

okay so when we got back. i was like talking to them non stop. really non stop hits okay. they said it was two hours straight. talked about anything and everything. the secret of the universe started everything. we went on to sesame street. i think i watch too much of that. and its not a good thing. then me keep calling out to pam and arguing with dan telling each other to fark off. then we made peace with each other by shaking hands. that was really funny. oh and about pap too. full of rubbish. phy says that i smelt like fish. so i am a fish monger that talks non stop. i think they really had enough of my rubbish and hearing me talk. had a hard time shutting me up. tried many ways. we squeezed together and finally i shut up. only managed to catch some sleep. a few short hours. i woke up hanging myself over. i found my phone and saw all the messages. sorry i made you worry for me.

anyhows. they were up by nine plus. they got breakfast. lazed around and off i went to great world. arcade again. i wanna get the mickey next time. she sent me hone after that. yayness. the rest of the day was like spent stoning. and laughing about last night. oh my. wait til i hear the audios and the videos and see the pictures. i will just laugh my arse off. i was being an idiot. totally.

now my butt hurts and i dont know why. i dont think i wanna be like this again. at least not in the near future. its really scary you know. at least i was kinda aware of what was going on.

still i wanna thank those who remembered for the lovely wishes. and special thanks to you. and to phy, pam, dan, luie, mich for a wonderful day. it was awesome. i loved it alot. thankyou for tolerating my nonsense. and for taking goodie care of me. and also for recording my idontknowwhattosay rubbish. was a great day and i will remember this for a lifetime. this years celebration was great. :D

as you grow older, i think birthdays aint about receiving presents but having a time of your life with the people you love and treasure the most. people who have been there. people who truly care and people who keeps you happy. i love all of you.

i am nineteen. the last year of my teenage years. i feel real old. its like two years away to be fully legal. and being an adult. its scary if you were to look far ahead. still the start of being nineteen was great.

happy nineteenth, mel

2006-05-05T14:41:00.000+08:00

maria, daddy and mich ! i tagged on your blogs (:

yesterday was hmm sweet. nice nice day.

and today today. started out early and rainy. oh mans. and i watched tv all morning. from sesame street to survivor and some chinese show on fifty five with no advertisements at all. imagine the hours spent with my telly. see i told you i enjoy watching tv alot.

i hope tomorrow is a nice day.

2006-05-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

the stranger of my nights

hellos.

mm where should i start. i cant even remember what day it is today. days seem too long. labour day was fine. wenta collect my birkies in the early afternoon. fits fine and looks good too. yeapps. homed. then it rained fer some time. i spent the afternoon watching tv. and waited fer the rain to stop. then headed to town. met cousin, nephew, erzi and dan. had marche fer dinner. was good. then went to bali house fer drinks. we talked alot and all. knew more about each other. rather the inner side i guess. still, i had a good time there. really. cabbed back with cousin.

tuesday. lemme think. day started at town. met up with jasmine. oh mans. it has been eons since we last met. okay i think it was like chinese new year a year ago at tiong. thats like really long. so yea. we caught up on alot of stuff. and then she told me that she was going to nafa too. small world. but not in my campus though. nevermind. sure to bump into each other somehow. yea. met her fer a short while too. then headed home.

today today. went eye check with mich. she is gonna fix herself lenses too. then met sasha and zhiyi fer awhile. then took a bus to michs classmates house. time there was not too bad. shes like b2 and i am b1. you know bananas in pyjamas. yuppyupp. then cabbed back. thats about it i think.

its three days til my day. no no. nothing to hint about. just saying it fer fun. i wonder hows it gonna be though. excited fer that day. that i really dont know. im nineteen. getting old. hopefully more freedom than now. okay that i really hope.

off now. takecare. loves.

2006-05-01T13:29:00.000+08:00

I lost myself at your show last night
looking at the sparkling eyes
in the middle of a fresher crowd
you keep living like you're a movie star
but tell me who you really are
when the lights go down

baby your a glitter doll
on the radio
i dissolve
in my stereo
you've got me
you've got me coming back for more

pop princess hold my hand
pop princess I'm a fan
pop princess I need you now
freak me out turn me inside out
pop princess make me smile
pop princess drive me wild
pop princess I need you now
So baby trun your love up loud

You were hiding in a darkened stall
waiting on your curtain
getting your piece of mind
but I was looking past the glossy stare
I knew who was really there
and I'd like to spend some time

baby your a glitter doll
on the radio
i dissolve
in my stereo
you've got me
you've got me coming back for more
pop princess hold my hand
pop princess I'm a fan
pop princess I need you now
freak me out turn me inside out
pop princess make me smile
pop princess drive me wild
pop princess I need you now
So baby trun your love up loud

Baby girl I think you're radical
but you're a star and I'm fanatical
can we start something new
just between me and you

Pop princess hold my hand
pop princess I'm a fan
pop princess I need you now
freak me out turn me indside out
pop princess make me smile
pop princess drive me wild
pop princess I need you now
So baby trun your love up loud! :DD

iloveyou laopo!
<3 laogong

2006-05-01T12:07:00.000+08:00

ngzhiyi i am really really very tired too. if my grandma didnt call i think i will forget to wake up. okokay joking. i just wont wake up this soon. still, it was really nice talking to you my dear. :D

AP hello pts. dont be sad no more (: next season. now is time fer the world cup ! right right right. heh.

-yawns. goodafternoon. oh man. im really tired. my eyes are way smaller than they usually are. maybe one day i may not even see my eyes no more. okay just joking. i still wanna see whats out there.

anyways happy labourday. its a public holiday. people working in offices and those schooling. lucky you. free day. as fer me. its the same. cause im on holidays. what a waste mans. i remember how i like looking at the calanders just to see whens my next holiday. especially long weekends. now i self declare. smarty.

shall be off now. it looks like its gonna rain today. after two days. yeas. takecare. loves.

wo wei yi ai de jiu shi ni
wo zhen de ai de jiu shi ni

2006-04-30T20:34:00.000+08:00

tag replies first !

phy chua! please you think too far okay. not the action man. and also not many people think as dirty as you do okay. full of rubbish.

Slack3r daddy daddy ! imissyou too. hmm are you okay ? dont sound too find in your blog entry. yes yesh we will meet soon. as soon as your sun catcher is ready so catch the sun (: are you sure you hvave my star catcher all ready to catch stars. i really hope so !

novelyn ((:

alright done with that. the weekend was rather fine. bumpy ride. but all is well now. good thing. :D

holidays so far fer the first few days. were pretty fine i guess. hmm. wednesday met my classmates. just fer awhile. oh man shella bought alot of things back to indo with her. as in really alot okay. weird things she got. ranging from shopping stuff to basic necessities. oh ya and i collected my phone back as well. everything got wiped out man. thats like really sad okiies. i still am feeling sad.

thursday thursday. met my nephew. we had a not really fun filled day. we totally walked aimlessly around town. and even read papers. oh we played the foostable. damn ex. i wanna get the miniature one. i think its cute. ohya met charlene to pass her some work too. rest of the day. hmm. nevermind.

friday friday. i stayed at home. and yea. nothing much to say.

saturday went to meet lil devil ! we walked almost the whole of town too. lets see except centrepoint and the road to plaza sing. we covered the rest. oh mans. but was nice seeing her. its been long. met her too. had a talk with her. quite a bit happened too.

today today. went to meet her. nice seeing you today. i am glad things are fine now. really. iloveyou.

chelsea won man united ! oh mans. 3-0 some more. now chelsea is the champions fer this season. second place may change still. if liverpool continues to do well ! yay.

alright i wanna end here already ! gonna watch show.
takecare. lovelove.

2006-04-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

i hide my fears
i hide my tears
behind those smiles
so fragile inside
i dont wanna breakdown

two words to describe today
fucking sucks

ihavenotfuckingcriedthewholefuckingdayinthelongesttimesighisohatethis

2006-04-27T15:17:00.000+08:00

If it's wrong to tell the truth
Then what am I supposed to do
When all I want to do is speak my mind
If it's wrong to do what's right
I'm prepared to testify
If loving you with all my heart's a crime
Then I'm guilty.

MUTHU! special girl with an indian name but is a chinese! yay you know you are my lucky charm? i won 3 outta six rounds okay! (: yay yay! you want the mirror mirror picture? saturday i can't wait fot saturday okay ((: i love to shoot paper pallets too! you know in school i walk around with a rubber band around my wrist and many many paper pallets in my pocket (: i shot eunice (: haha!oh man i'm suppose to come home to study and look what i'm doing now? anyway i'm glad that you had a good time on tuesday (:

woaini
-huggs
<3 laogong (:

2006-04-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

i will loveyou til forever
until death do us part
we will be together
so take my hand
and hold on tight

today is a wonderful day (:
so i must blog fer the second time.

assessment was alright i guess. i didnt speak that much. though its supposed to be a presentation. more like a silent presentation. i was totally lost of words man. jialat. oh and i almost like missed my turn. cause i was in another room. luckily i went. oh man. and i was being retarded okay. kept on saying afternoon. and i was like laughing at myself. ohgosh. total embaressment please. overall the whole thing was not too bad. they didnt give me a hard time. so i am considered lucky. yeapps.

i am from today free from school. free from doing work. free from drawings. free from dragging mywself to school. freedom shall be the word now. though its onyl fer a month. still. i am free now.

didnt join my classmates to wat after that. but instead went to meet you. had a really nice time. time passed really fast. but i enjoyed the time we had alot. thankyou for everything. woaini!

i am getting my phone back tomorrow. yayness. i really miss my phone alot. and all those messages. oh man. its all gone now. thats sad okay. shall stop here. takecare.

2006-04-25T10:07:00.000+08:00

number five
today is a goood day :D

good morning. oh boy i am really tired. went to bed at five plus this morning. this time i slept man. planned breakfast with mich. but we were too tired to even wake up. by the time we woke up. she had to go to school already. so yea. again another time. always like that.

anyhows. i am worried fer my assessment. its today. and i dont think i am even well prepared. yesh my work is done. but the present. hmm gotta a problem. cause i dont know that they will ask. and the external people. oh man. so worrying okay. damn/ i really hope that i do well. i need to.

still, goodluck to those taking their assessment this week.

ohya! liverpool beat chelsea the other day and they are meeting westham fer the finals of the fa cup ! coolness. like a must to watch it. and and i really hope that arsenal gets out of the champions league man. dont like them. go villareal ! okay this is random.

end off here. i wanna double check on my things. i dont wanna leave anything out. takecare.

2006-04-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

cousin dearest ! are you jealous that i am dating your dream girl. dont be dont be ((: lovelove.

not a bad satuday. i had a weird dream though. cant remember the whole thing. but just bits and pices here and there. was just weird. spare the details. i know it fer myself is enough. anyhows. spent most of today with her. which was nice. oh i think i can just go mia for awhile. my phone is rather cranky and like yea i dont know if i wanna get it repaired or not. quite alot of things inside. sad man. time to get a new phone ! ha. anyways, if you really need to find me, please dont text. call me instead. if you are lucky, my phone will be on. or else. please try again. or if its really urgent, call my sister ! provided i am with her though.

i am lazy to continue already. i wanna watch chelsea vs liverpool now. fa semifinals. i wonder whos going into the finals. end here ! takecare. i see lightning again.

2006-04-20T23:14:00.000+08:00

happy birthday gerrie
and
happy birthday germaine

okiies the past few days were fine. not too bad. today shall be my last day of year one. cheers fer me. after my assessment on tuesday i will be free. yayness. no more dreading school days. and early waking up. i think this semester passed really quick. over without even realising. guess this time is not as rush as the previous one. fer me that is. i feel uneasy. like as though something is missing. i guess i do have some odds and end to get done. cause theres alot more to just presenting on the assessment day. there are external people coming in. which make things more difficult fer us. not a very good thing. so better be more prepared. i dont wanna die then. cant afford. hmm and i feel that my class wasnt as close as it first started. weird. supposed to be the other way round. but still quite alright. okay i dont know.

anyhows other updates. i got a haircut yesterday. rather hair thinning. a lil bit shorter only. no big difference. i wanna dye hair again. the colour is going off. fading or rather just too many haircuts i guess. yupp. went to gerries barbeque yesterday. havent seen her in a long time man. wei ling too. and joanna was there as well. her friends were there too. time there was not bad. caught up a lil too.

oh and today i went to bugis area to find a place where it does button holes. needed them fer the shirt we are doing fer school. and lucky i decided to check the whole building. and i found one shop that does it. and guess what. the tailor there was deaf. i really had a hard time communicating with him. but stillmanaged to anyway. okay and i think my chinese sucks. i cant write what i wanted to say. thinking that english wont work either. but yea. still got what i wanted. yupps. and and sixth may is a public holiday. a saturday but yea its election day. not applicable to me but. may sixth ! plus mtv asia awards are also on that day. in bangkok though. okay okay if you dont know what day it is. and if you are my friend, you ought to get smacking. and its time to go find out.

so yea. i dont think thats about it. shall end here. its quite a boring entry. takecare. loves.

imissyoudearestknight
mylifetimewithyou
woaini

2006-04-17T23:31:00.000+08:00

take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand before im old
show me what love is havent got a clue
show me that wonders can be true
they say nothing lasts forever
we are only here today
love is now or never
bring me far away
take me to your heart take me to your soul
give me your hand and hold me
show me what love is be my guiding star
its easy take me to your heart

what a monday. what a way to start the week with. nothing great. but yea. one thing that i regretted alot. sigh. the day was pretty fine. im almost ready fer asessmemt. which is good i guess. i dont know. i hope it goes well fer me. exactly one week to go.

met mich, nephew and cousin at marche fer awhile. phy got her haircut. i am getting mine on wednesday. i hope it turns out nice. yesterday pam and mich got theirs cut and todays phys turn. stayed fer awhile then headed home.

it feels weird being free and having nothing work to do. not like the past few weeks. was like rushing badly. ohwells ! this week is the last week fer year one. i guess i should feel happy. but then again. holidays are at the wrong timing. plus its being cut short by half. damnit. the rest are back in school and the rest only start when i start a new year. oh man.

this is damn irritating. my eyebrows keep twitching and i hate that feeling man. whatthehell. and now my parents are back. they are nagging like hell. some non stop broken recorder. damn irritating okay. hate it.

hope the week goes on well fer me. i really really hope. takecare.

imissyou

my dearest nehpew, phy !
the soup is so not saltish. goodness.

2006-04-14T23:37:00.000+08:00

so maria and zy! you think my tagboard is a discussion board for you both isit. so smart. but its alright. i dont mind. keep tagging then. heh.

anyways. today today. lets continue from where i stopped at my previous entry. so i headed to town. met her sasha and my goodfriend. was late fer the movie. oh got stuck in the left fer a minute. so funny man. cause fer the past almost nineteen years. i havent got stuck in the lift before. plus there were so many people. mad to get stuck there. so we caught firewall. was a nice show. though the ending kinda spoilt it. not an ending at all. yeas. so then we took a walk. i saw my goodluck receiver too. wheres my hug huh ! next time again.

so we walked and walked and walked. and ended up at coffeebean. their friends came. sat there and ate ice cream. left and went toys r us. was freezing there. walked around fer some time. then off to the bus stop. and went home.

ate junk. i forgot to get oreos. i feel like eating that. i ate the mini today though. and oreo os. but i still like the bigger one. will get it sooon. when i remember.

ohno. my parents are coming home sooon. like so damnit fast can. not had enough fun yet. too bad then. aiya. i have nothing much left ta say already. boring man. stop here!

takecare. lovelove.

2006-04-14T13:11:00.000+08:00

hellos. good afternoon. okay i officially woke up bout an hour plus ago. i damn tired man. anyways yesterday was good. not the first part but second.

was up late so i didnt go to school fer the first lesson. went and realised that if i didnt hand in my work fer the earlier lesson thirty per cent is deducted. congratulate me. im sure to fail man. ohwells. i also failed an assignment. but i hope to pass overall.

headed home after that. i wanted to nap. but phy and dan came. they were in my room. talking the ah beng language plus all the vulgarities. my goodness. dan and mich cooked maggie fer phy and i. so nice of them right. then came luie, yiwei and her boyfriend. after that azure. what else. after sitting fer some time. we left home fer holland.

headed to wala. was pretty crowded so we had to wait fer seats. the got ourselves a table. drank. i had lychee martini. i like. they said its a girls drink. im a girl what. camera whore and played some hmm games. spin the bottle. some cigg game. and truth or dare. i took all dares. plus most of the time i was breathing in polluted air from my two neighbours. i will die faster than anyone at the table. anyhows it was really fun. we did alot alot of silly things. had a really good time there. left pretty early cause they were all feeling tired. erzi left then cousin cabbed. the rest walked mich and i home. nephew cabbed. so did dan and zure. home. bathed phone some tv and then to lalaland. was really tired.

what else ! i think i blogged everything out already. unless some stuff that didnt need details here. all the dumb things. anyhows. i wanna go bathe now. my brother woke up and said. no breakfast. usually my mum would get breakfast. so funnaye. i think they are all back in bed again.

i blogged alot. i shall end here. takecare !

2006-04-13T04:51:00.000+08:00

morning?
ohwells i wanna sleep
i have enough of work
and yea everything too
i really am tired

2006-04-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

yo! okiies im halfway thru work. taking time off to blog. im tired from doing work man. like a nightly affair kinda thing please. ohwells ! lets see what have you missed out. ho.

the week started off pretty fine. parents are away at bangkok now. wrong timing cause im really busy with work and all. no time fer enjoying. sad case. oh monday one lesson was cancelled. lucky fer me. didnt stay up to complete the whole thing. so im rather safe. tuesday i didnt go fer the first lesson. only the second to hand up work and go fer class empty handed. i was nodding away man. went to meet her after that. got my ear pierced too. supposed to get a haircut but i didnt.

today today. only had one lesson. history. i made it in time fer class. i hafta be early next week too. got a test. today copied the notes needed fer the test next week. i didnt copy those long long ones. nazreen sent them to me. smart her got her laptop. so yea. rest of the day was spent slacking at home. she came over. caught a show. and the rest of the day. do work.

if i can complete everything by tonight or in class tomorrow. i will be free from everything man. those late nights ! like finally. paretns are coming back on friday. like so fast. boring man. late nights and all. no one bothers. no naggings or anything. can come home whatever time i want also.

i cant find the right slot fer my next driving test man. its all in june. so long can ! tian. i hope luck comes. i can get an earlier date ! please please. ohwells.

anyway shall be off now. i need to get back to work. or else. i can dream of sleeping already. takecare !

2006-04-09T01:04:00.000+08:00

had quite a long day. lets see. had some trouble waking up actually. but still managed to. mum sent mich and i to holland to get a cake fer cousin then she sent us to harbourfront. met dan and pam. then luie came followed by phy who not shamelessly woke up late. though dan woke her up and me giving her i call before leaving holland.

weather wasnt that good. was initailly raining. then the sun didnt really show. so we settled ourselves down at siloso. ate the very messy cake. and entertained ourselves. hopscotch was funny. played unskilled volleyball and weird captains ball. we borrowed a volleyball from the group of ah bengs whom had tattoos all over them. yes everyone. one of the hokkian speaking ah bengs was dans bro. she happily asked if she could borrow their ball. hmm if you get what i mean.

then we went on to the luge. dan is afraid of heights. poor her. phy was bullying her all the way man. but yes was funnaye. the luge was fun. reminded me of char. okay something inside. so yea then we wenta bathe and all. then out we went. oh phy and dan have nice new tattoos. i wanna get mine. stupid phy asked if i was honoured to be out with five bungs. hmm. its always the case, right. phy and luie had hawker. whilst the rest of us walked over to harbour to get food. wenta say hi. yea. mr ng and mr long came over fer awhile. home after that.

cousin came. she rode her bike. i rode too. was fun. cousin you need another halmet. then we can ride. yeapps. then two people came. trying to check my things but i dont allow. stayed fer awhile only. til my parents came back. sent them off. i watched three episodes of oc. and now im here. shall do work. i think i am seriously gonna die on monday and tuesday. oh my.

but my parents are going away fer a week. monday til friday. wrong week man. i will be damn busy. but still pretty alright. i dont know. see how the week goes. i think i covered everything right. i dont know. i am tired. but some work first. then to lalaland. takecare !

2006-04-07T23:38:00.000+08:00

lets keep todays update short man. i fucking fail my fucking driving test. i got fourty points. horriterrible yes i know. one test is hundred fifty bucks man. kill me please. plus lessons. damn shit. ohwells. outta luck i guess. was going well fer the start only towards the second half. when the traffic built up. oh man. screwed the whole thing up. the tester was actually nice. but then right. he was rather naggy. and then right. he just had to find fault in everything at the end okay. ohwells ! just my luck i guess. theres always a second try. everyone told me that. anyhows thanks fer the goodlucks and thanks fer making me feel better! i didnt know so many people knew i was taking my test today.

i wanna continue with my work. getting so bored of it. plus i freaking tired, i wanna sleeep my life away. this is really torturing man.

yawns.

2006-04-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

after much counting down. my tp is in a few hours time. i am like feeling nervous and rather excited. okay i dont know. rather mixed feelings. i really really wanna pass it. i am scared okay. i shall wake up early and refresh my mind first. i hope it will turn out good. an alright test route too. i am so worried fer the test route. and if i could clear the circuit well. oh man. if i get a clean sheet fer the start i will be safe. safety check and all.

i shall get some sleep. i dont wanna be half awake. homework shall wait til tomorrow. i have not been sleeping early at all. i only had two hours of sleep okay. i look horrible.

i will be a safe and considerate driver. and i must do well to pass. i can and i will pass. wish me luck !

2006-04-05T23:19:00.000+08:00

jiu shi ai ni

please stop raining. my knee farking hurts. can i see the sun and not gloomy clouds. sigh. i hate rainy days. why has it gotta be this way. its just pain i feel. drown me in tears. let me bleed til i reach my deathbed.

school sucks. i have no time fer anything. i didnt even get much sleep these days. sigh. everything is in a mess. i am so stressed up. so much of work to do. i am dead tired.

driving test in two days. i wanna pass. i hope i can. earlier i still think i can. now. i dont really know.

actually what else do i have to look forward to. nothing right.

takecare.

2006-04-04T18:19:00.000+08:00

ni hao (:

i have not been invading in ages (:
sorry i can't meet you for dunno how many days but i know it's many okay ): sigh! training tomorrow! but i'm so not looking forward to it! ):where's my passion? oh man! but i still love catching!but i guess i'm getting tired! training almost everyday!but at least i won't grow fat! HAHAHA!oh wells! next week next week! it better stop raining!i wanna finish playing the last two matches!must beat ftp! die die also must! and next week, i can cut my hair! yay yay! :D and training free and can start jamming! (:
okay i shall stop here! i'll be looking forward to friday!
w ai ni laopo!
:D

2006-03-30T02:32:00.000+08:00

nights seems longer
than they already are
without you

-yawns. im really tired right now. but ive still got loads to do. im taking a break. even if i doze off halfway or start doing something else stupid. i must complete everything before i get to school tomorrow. or else i can just forget about living. serious.

the days been pretty finee i guess. i think its fated that i wake up late fer history lesson. just like last week. oh man. but she didnt scream at me so its fine. though i stoned from the start til the end of lesson. i wasnt paying any attention at all. just plain stoning. smart.

bian rong was on mc. so just had one lesson. headed to raffles city with the usual four. i tell you they kept touching my hand okay. damn funny. cause they said my hands are soft and nice. feel it. heh. you will agree. nice to hold okay. they said so. comical please. okay nuff bout it. we went over to citylink and marina. i havent stepped in there in ages. like really ages. before they had this major change. like really major. in shops. but the layout was still the same. was pouring outside. like suddenly.

okiies twenty nineth march was my mums birthday. so yeaps. went to celebrate her birthday. had buffet dinner. oh man. thats like alot okay. now its making me feel real restless. like you know. after having a heavy meal. you tend to feel lazy. more over im sitting in the air con.

i really really wanna sleep. shall hurry with my work. a report is tough job ! im still not done with those designs. not showing her tomorrow. we are going fer a fashion show. lucky lucky. or else im in huge trouble.

ohya ! i saw pamela chua. yesh. been some eons since i last saw her. i owe her an outing from dont know when. shes gonna kill me. our holidays never come at the same time. not my fault. i people outings. no no. not many. i dont socialise that much. im a quiet person. if you know me well. you will definately agree to that. unless i have alot of things to contribute. as in alot. or else i can sit there and listen all day. am i right. but i dont eat people up. everyone says i have a face that is unfriendly. oh man. so wrong.

hmm thats about it fer now. simaychan i wanna play bingo ! shall get back to work now. then i can go lalaland. and i will never step into stc ever again. not until that bitch leaves. takecare !

2006-03-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

days like these
just suck at times
wei she mo

okay so last night i fell asleep whilst doing my sketches. how smart of me. mich was laughing at it earlier. fifty i only drew two witout designs on them. screw me please. sigh.

was on time fer class this morning. good fer me. only had lesson fer an hour. i called my dear wan ling up cause she didnt come to school yet nor did she message me. so yea. she was happily in lalaland. oh man. breaktime. they ate. we looked. went to great world after that. had ben and jerrys. yea. wan ling wanted to play house of the dead. so i played it with her.

went back ta school. may changs was boring as usual. was really like dozing off. shella and i played with handphone games. okay time really passed quick then. and i was pretty much awake.

after class ended. headed to town. met mich and maysi. bought a present fer my mum. simaychan was hilarious. dan came. she ate. we played bingo. was damn fun please. simaychan. bu shi ni de jiu bu shi ni de. had a good laugh with them. home after that.

had dinner. and i didnt catch the nine o clock show. cause the tvs at home were switched to different channels. i watched oc instead. not that bad actually. ohya. and im having my period. like so fast. whatthehell. ohwells.

shall head to do ym work now. i shall now doze off this time. or im just so dead. no time ta sleep man. seriously. too much to do okay. wahlau. will end here then. takecare.

ten days til tp

2006-03-27T23:26:00.000+08:00

target fer last week was to turn up fer every class. target this week is to be early fer every class. now i wonder if i can make it.

school today was pass-able. first class was good. as usual. i only like that fer mondays. second class. may finally marked my work. and lucky fer me. i did pass fer the research journal. now fifty designs and a full report. ooh man. bugis fer break. rubys class was boring like always. made my eye lids real heavy man. she gave us another project. three in hand. none of which anywhere near completion. two weeks to get every module done fer progressive marks. save ma arse.

towned with classmates after class fer awhile. looked at something. then headed to the dentist. was not too bad. was a quick one. aint that bad. going fer dental is not a bad thing. im gonna keep my teeth yummy looking. fer now. heh.

ive been watch tv since the nine o clock show. grays anatomy is on now. shall do my designs too. so much to do. this weeks gonna be real tough. so would the following few weeks. fer now. i cant wait til thursday again. no friday cause ive got driving. yayness.

mummy and denise passed their tp. i hope i pass mine too. i really want to on the first attempt. i dont wanna go through it again man. its just eleven days to go. so exciting.

ohya. my mum was discussing with mich and i about allowance just now. she was thinking of switching to monthly basis instead of weekly. after considering. i think its good. cause its an increase. provided i still get some bonus at times. she said if we performed well. we will get bonus. sounds like working salary man. we were asking what it includes. she was like phone bills. of course not man. she said she got that idea from her friend. so smart. but we argued. cause my bro didnt need to pay fer theirs til they started work or something.

my bro is coming back from taiwan later. cool. wonder what he got. my mum said he shopped til he was broke. and bought two new paris of shoes fer his collection. im jealous. looking forward til my holidays come. one more month. i missed those holiday period. i need a job. i want some cash.

okay okay. shall be off. watch tv. and start working. i need a creative mind. better day tomorrow i hope.

2006-03-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

i want you to know
you belong in my life
i love the hope i see in your eyes
for you i would fly
at least i will try
for you i will take the last flight out
a life without you scares me more

hellos. okay i thought of blogging fer the whole week. daily. but i didnt manage to last night. i was soo tired by the time i got home. so yea.

yesterday was not bad. woke up very early fer a saturday. was up about nine okay. and i slept really late the night before. was doing some stuff. and msning. so yeaps. i learnt how to cook. okay i cant cook fer nuts. so yea. shhhh. anyhows. met her and we caught your mine and ours. was a sweet and funnaye movie. nice one. didnt do much. still a nice day. dinner with the family. thats fer my saturday.

today today. stayed home. only mich and i are home. the rest are out. i like it this way. can do whatever i want. waste electricity. and wont get scolded. heh. oh man. please inspire me. im stuck with my work man. i think she will just start her nagging session with me all over again. like a weekly affair kinda thing. damnit irritating okay. wahlau.

guess its gonna be a pretty busy week fer me. loads of things to do. and the next two weeks are very important to me. yupp yupp. work hard. ohya. ive been thinking of what i wanna do when i graduate. hmm interesting. shall see to that in two years time.

shall go bathe now. i havent bathe. and the sun is setting already. horrid.

twelve days til tp
thirty days til assessment
fourtyone days til my day
woohoo

2006-03-25T00:34:00.000+08:00

first time to make the impression
second time to make a difference
you are all that i ever wanted
you complete me

so today is my rest day. oh man like finally. woke up later than usual. started finding fer stuff. instead of doing my work cause my cousin wanted to borrow it. but i cant remember where it is. terrible.

headed to town. met mich fer lunch. crystal jade. yumm yumm. walked fer awhile then headed home. got some stuff along the way. yeaps.

continued with the search. but i couldnt find it. instead found other stuff. gosh. okay didnt do mcuch fer the day. not much of work either. oh no. thats bad okay. seriously. ohwells.

shall end off here. nothing much i have ta say already. takecare.

thirteen days til tp
thirtyone days til assessment
fourtytwo days til my day

2006-03-23T23:48:00.000+08:00

a post before i head to bed. todays been alright. school as usual was boring. the class we used didnt have air con. was dying inside there. even standing outside was much more cooling okay. may yip didnt mark my work again. im really lagging in class. like seriously. she keeps asking me to further develop and all. but she often confuses me. like saying different things each time i see her. oh man. i gotta submit again. plus all the designs and the report. so much to do. trouble trouble. she asked me again why do i often fall sick. and again if i smoked. like whatthehell. what has that sexaye voice thing gotta do with that right. ohwells.

went to bugis during breaktime. they wanted to go alter some clothes. had ice cream. the weather was bad. plus the air con breakdown. a killer man. hmm chilled at this bubble tea shop. we made plans fer breaktime next week. everyday theres somewhere to go. okay thats really fattening. cant afford. heh.

didnt do much fer eugens lesson. he laughed when i spoke. as usual. and i told him cause i saw him too often. thats why i keep loosing my voice. i remembered how he couldnt make up what i was saying. super funnaye. went to use the computer fer some research fer his assignment.

finally school fer this week is over. ive been waiting fer thursdays arrival fer a long time. tomorrow shall catch up on my work man. stay home and be a good girl. time to work hard. assessment is on april twenty fifth. but deadlines are all bout a week or two before that. no time to slack now. i really have no intentions of failing year one. i will have other plans if i am that unlucky. fer now. shall not let my lecturers down. they have been quite much of a good help.

will be off now. im getting tired. wanna get some rest. and more energy ta work. singapore fashion festival starting tomorrow. i wanna go. naz is like helping out. oh man. i think its damn fun kies. topshop tickets are going at ten. im still considering. pretty ex fer an hour show and two hours of partying after that. we will see how.

yupp yupp. takecare.

2006-03-23T11:54:00.000+08:00

oh man the stupid air con broke down
theres no fan and we are all suffering
its so bloody warm please my tian

things to do for research mathology
fifty designs
five hundred words draft
intro
content (theme, idea, development into your collections)
customer target
charts from survey forms
competitors
colour trends, fabric
conclusion
do a survey form on latest trends
what people buy
what kinda colour and style
further develop

product development
five illustration with garmaent in marker and colour pencils
technical flats with freehand
add the background with photoshop
inspiration board
colour theme
fabric board
customer board

okay more more
but i wanna leave
its super warm

back back

communication skills assignment
create a fashion newsletter for nafa to be launched in july
include the following
trends
fashion shows
gossips
upcoming events
advertisements
targt audience
it should be around eight to ten pages
have a good mix of written articles, pictured and advertisements
overseas(optional)
graded on originality, creativety, presentation and content

somemore

may changs report
rubys new project
lazy ta add details
end here

2006-03-23T00:50:00.000+08:00

you have been in my thoughts
there are just moments of us
that made me love you even more
stay fer me for always my love
cause my heart cant part with you

okiies taking a break from my work. i seem pretty lost. everything is like half done here and there. and i still think i will get hell from her when we meet. good thing i dont have much voice to talk to her. she can nag fer all i care.

today was pretty fine. as usual i woke up late again. oh bian rong was being nice. and making me feel guilty too. seriously. okay she said i was a good girl. a smart girl. and hmm creative too. she didnt need to teach me. but in fact the girl beside me helped out too what. but she was being nice to me.

replacement class. i only sat there fer awhile. and i told lily i wanted to go off. in that terrible voice. she allowed. headed to town to meet cha. walked and all. did some stuffs. got things too. met mich. saaw sok yum. thousand and one years since i last saw her. oh say lela too. shes working part time. what else. met her too. just fer a lil while. then headed home.

was dead tired. okay so i fell asleep. oh man. shall get back to doing my work now. i wanna sleep. but i have alot more. i shall wake up early as well. i hope i can. i need to do my work man. loads more assignments to complete.

being in a design school is tough. it sure is. if i had a choice. i will not be here. i guess. okay im trying to build up that hidden passion. learn to love what im doing. after all i guess this is my future. pretty tough. but yea. ohwells.

and i dont think i will ever get well anytime soon. i got a sexaye voice. my knee hurts too. old already. i hope school ends early. im looking forward fer class to end. so i will be free from school fer the week ! cant wait please.

end here. takecare.

fifteen days more to tp. yay.

2006-03-22T00:03:00.000+08:00

you are my every smile
my every laughter
and my happiness
without you in my life
it was never this colourful
glad to have you here

what a day. morning class was kinda relaxing. didnt have much to do. our fabric was checked. make sure its cut correctly and all. lucky fer me. not much of a problem. lily was really nice to us i must say. of course much better than her fierce and screaming days.

waited fer wanling to come to school then celebrated her birthday. she didnt come fer morning class. her birthday so self declare break. heh. wanted to get a whole cake. but there isnt any over at tcc. so we got five indivudual sizes. of different flavours. not bad. plus some snacks. took nice pics as well. yeapps.

headed fer the next class. we arrived the same time as our lecturer. so not late. class was really boring. shella could tell that i was dead tired. on the verge of dozing off to lalaland. okay but i didnt. i was just stoning. much more awake towards second half of her lesson.

after class was with my classmates. got cookies. yumm. then met her. got her borwnies. didnt do much. was just being retarded most of the time. headed back home after that. did the same stuffs. shall get back to doing my work again. hope school ends early tomorrow. theres extra class. ive got quite a number of things to do fer thursday. no time no time.

shall be off now. do a lil bit more work then off to lalaland. mich has been watching this canto show almost everyday. i wanna watch too. after im done with all my work. i will watch it. the third season of oc watched the first few episode only. i can seem to get the rest. shall try getting them when i have free time. yupp yupp.

end here. takecare. loves.

sixteen days to my driving test.

wanling !
you are welcome.
thats what friends are for right
glad you enjoyed this special day of yours (:

2006-03-21T00:23:00.000+08:00

hello.

tv programme on monday nights are superb. seriously. nine o clck show. desperate housewives and greys anatomy. nice. i like. im a tv whore what can you expect right. tv is not my life.

school today was rather draggy. woke up late this morning. so yea got to school late. but was fine since im not lagging or something. lily says im a good girl. okay i think she was just being nice to me. may yup didnt mark my work fer my. is it my lucky day or is she not ready to nag at me. hmm. neeways lunhie at tcc. been long since i stepped inside there. rubys class was worse. we had this presentation thing. then she nagged the hell outta us. oh man. sometimes i just wished she went on with the idea of having tests. than projects the whole time. theres another coming up. how boring.

i didnt touch my work since i got home. tomorrow tomorrow. monday aint a good day fer work. tired you know. i took my medicine. miracle. i hate taking it. but yea. shall jst go school fer the whole week man. i realised i havent seen eugene since the term started. gosh.

shall head ta lalaland now. im tired. i dont wanna be late again tomorrow. goodnight.

since its past twelve
happy birthday wan ling ! (:

seventeen days til driving test !
congrats cousin in getting yer bike license !
i wanna ride !

2006-03-20T00:34:00.000+08:00

it takes a lot to know what is love
its not the big things but the little things
that can mean enough
a lot of prayers to get me through
and there is never a day that passes by
i dont think of you
you were always there for me
pushing me and guiding me
always to succeed
you showed me how to love
you showed me how to care
and you showed me that you would
always be there
i wanna thank you for that time
and im proud to say youre mine

i think i have been cursing myself too much. now im down with a flu. and sore throat too. soon cough. and yay. mc mc mc time again ! funky. my wishful thinking i know. but i bloody dont care. do you even understand how it feels.

done with the pwoerpoint thing. and that research journal is simply just a killer. so now please get me killed. i dont know what to do. when i step into class. i can just self declare dead. i can forsee her nagging a whole lot of shit to me again. ohwells.

loads of things to worry about. im having a headache okay. too much thinking going on in my head. i need rest. soon soon. after my work. which i doubt i will complete. no idea what else to add in. fifty sketches and five hundred word report. oh man. fail me i wont be surprised. she never thought i could draw anyway.

eighteen days til tp !
im really excited fingers crossed
one month seventeen days til my day
im not really looking forward to it

have always been
will always be
my special one

2006-03-18T15:54:00.000+08:00

oh man. im so bored at home. its a saturday and im rotting. okay even if yoou ask me out now. i think i will just tell you that im lazy too. ohwells. plus im supposed to get my work done. irritating. so not in the mood fer that okay.

to entertain myself. ive been watching tv and listening to chinese songs. now im on the phone with simaychan too. shes stamping herself with chops, mad girl. sucha smart way to entertain herself. not bad not bad. oh and we wanna watch scary movies cause she can scream fer all i care and most importantly i can laugh at the way she watches the movie. im mean but its fun. she knows i will laugh at her. oh man. i love it. smart plan.

miss azure ng is having wedding plans with mr hermann ng's mother. thats what he says. i shall start feeling happy fer them. maybe we can be their braidesmaid. hmm and we gotta save angbao money too. oh and loose wait to look pretty. funky.

and i miss yiwei. i long to hear a nonsense. shall we meet sooon. who else who else. okay i miss alot of people. too long a list to mention everyones name. havent met some people in ages.

shall be off now. i wanna find something to eat. coookies ! yumms.

2006-03-18T00:06:00.000+08:00

i had a weird dream last night. pretty random. but part of it was like band. tian. why band. i missed performing sometimes. when mardi and i used to sit beside each other. how she makes me feel nervous. and how we crapped through the whole band practice. and how weirdly i miss my ex conductor eric wong.

todays a long and tiring day. oh man. i totally feel like sleeping now. but ive got too much work to do. damn it. i cant be bothered to do anything. its bloody stressful okay. so much to do. and ive got no idea how to do. so shit please. sigh sigh sigh ! try sitting in my class of fourteen people. you wont een feel like stepping into class at times.

research journal
advertising project
fashion business report
communication skills project

okay looks little but its a hell lot. tian. even if i do badly this smemster. im prepared fer it. its not even my interest.

driving today was rather reckless. ha. i should be fortunate that my instructor and i didnt meet in any accident or something. frankly im not surprised at all. at that rate i go. how to pass tp on the first attempt. sad case.

headache ! i feel upset. i wanna get a haircut. dumb but yea thats what i wanna do. relieve stress. shall dream of what kinda haircut i want. funky.

ohwells. i wanna do work now. seeya. takecare.

imissyou alot okay. i really really do. /:

2006-03-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

how can a tv whore not get tv to watch huh. thats sad okay. i missed the show again. whatthehell. tomorrow tomorrow. try again. im getting really sleepy already. and i dont know why. ive not been doing my work. but instead lazing around. not good not good.

day out with phy, dan, luie, mich yesterday was good ! been a really long time since we all last gathered. now even dan got her braces removed and i didnt know. i notice such things okay ! more meet ups to come soon alrights. sad man. they are on holidays. and im still stuck.

my nose feels so stuffy. its irritating me. i cant seem to sneeze. so hard to breathe and talk. oh man oh man.

ive still got loads of assignments okay. i see that im really screwed right now. ive gotta add oil into it ! or i can see my grave door opening. ohwells ! i heard that assesment is on april twentyfourth ! thats like one month and eight days to go. five weeks plus. tian. work hard work hard.

on the other hand. ive got driving tomorrow. yay yay. im excited. tp is coming up soon soon ! hoho and i wanna book fer more lessons. one lesson every two weeks is so not enough to get my driving license othe first round. countdown ! twentytwo more days !

appointment with the dentist next friday. but no longer that handsome dentist. sad sad. wonder if this one is nice. ehh ehh i dont go dental to look fer good looking people okay. i just want that person to be nice. ive got fear of dentist. heh.

shall be off now ! tired man. takecare.

2006-03-14T23:26:00.000+08:00

i hate hate having sore throats
sigh

2006-03-13T02:58:00.000+08:00

phy;
happy birthday my dearest nephew (:
loves.

2006-03-12T19:34:00.000+08:00

baby in my heart is where you will always be
stay with me for now for always
ive fallen too deep
and i cant let go

hello blog. hello to those who drop by. i really wonder who pops by sometimes. though i do get random tags. i have not been blogging much. lets see. i lost track of whats been going on. okay im faking it. remember every single thing that happen daily. havent had a proper entry in the longest time. yes yes. i am fine. worry not.

now i really dont know where to start with. okay a lil of everything then. school school school. i have not been going fer alot of classes. yes yes. lucky me. no warning letter. cause i have mcs to cover. and i guess alot happened in school. really alot. now i have two projects and quite a bit of work to get done. this term is important. year one ! i wanna graduate. oh man.

other than that this week has been great. can say its worth not going fer lessons. really. well wells. its fer me to know. and fer you to not even wonder what its all about. yeapps.

other events. i went swimming. yes yes i did. now stop laughing. was pretty fun. and and i went to saint nics funfairb with mich and char. was alright. damnit crowded. and their school is damnit big. plus it was far too. ang mo kio. okay when i got to that train station. it reminded me of one thing. ha. okiies. went suntec after that. and they both shopped. smart. i didnt okay. save money. dinner with family after that. yummy yummy. constant weekend dinners with family. just makes me grow fat. gosh. no good no good. and as fer today. nice sunday. yeapps.

my mum says that mich and i can go holiday together. no quarrels ah ! heh. okiies. first we said japan. now. we cant decide where to go. im totally excited though. hoho.

i feel like eating lolipop. okay i told mich that in the middle of the night. and i have not ate it yet. i keep forgetting. only remember at such awkward timings. im full of nonsense.

shall go back to work now. i totally dread school. takecare. but i dont have a choice.

heather; what happened to your blog ? is it still there. or have you deleted it or something.

pts; yes yes. imissyou alot too ! please takecare alrights. -huggs.

twentysixdaystotp
onemonthtwentyfivedaystomybirthday

you; glad everything is going fine now. im glad that it is. imissyou alot. iloveyou so much. -huggs.

2006-03-10T00:42:00.000+08:00

and i need you tonight
i need you right now
and i know deep within my heart
it dosent matter if its wrong or right
and i see heaven in your eyes
i figured out what to say to you
sometimes the words come out all wrong
and i know in time you will understand
and what we had is so right this time

2006-03-04T13:11:00.000+08:00

what makes you different, makes you beautiful to me.

iloveyou.
i won't let you you go i promise.
-huggs
<3 baby.

2006-03-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

sigh

tell me why we dont speak
open your heart to me
love me tonight
dont walk away
you gotta hear me say

2006-03-03T01:02:00.000+08:00

sigh

2006-03-02T00:35:00.000+08:00

always said i would know where to find love
always thought id be ready and strong enough
but some times i just felt i could give up
but you came and changed my whole world now
im somewhere ive never been before
now i see what love means
its so unbelievable
and i dont want to let it go
something so beautiful
flowing down like a waterfall
i feel like youve always been
forever a part of me
and its so unbelievable to finally be in love
somewhere id never thought id be
in my heart in my head its so clear now
hold my hand youve got nothing to fear now
i was lost and youve rescued me some how
im alive im in love you complete me
and ive never been here before
now i see what love means

yo ! okiies. thats lame. anyway, week started out pretty fine fer me. not too bad. at least im really having holidays now. no mroe school fer me til next week. good thing i completed my work on tuesday so i dont hafta go back again on friday. or it will just be another day in school again. damn troublesome. ohwells. i still have like two assignments to do. ohman. im left with a few days til school reopens again. another term til year one ends. tian. help.

ohyeah. i went fer driving lesson. goodness. i think i need ta go fer more lessons. and go fer them frequently. not on alternate weeks. not a very smart idea. cause so far. its not very good. and im still finding fer a closer date fer my test. its too far. what if im unlucky ta fail the first time ! the next test date is like in july or something. thats damn far please. gosh. and and. after driving. my back and knee hurt like crazy. alright tell me im becoming old.

since im really on a break, ive been catching up with the tv and spending time with it ! heh. sounds rubbish. but hey. its a very very very good form of entertainment okay. shows are nice. im enjoying the company of the telly. imagine a world without tv. im so doomed. heh.

shall be off to bed already. im getting tired. i wanted to play ps. but i will just play tomorrow. i wanna turn in. yeapps ! takecare ya all. -huggs.

2006-02-26T23:24:00.000+08:00

pretty girl ! :D

lying in your arms, so close together ! (:

this is an INVASION!
don't worry cause it's not the attacks of apnns.
your safe! see MUTHU! who ask you to run away from thier clan! now they are back for you! hahaha you better go hide! don't forget to bring your good friend samy with you! backstreet boys fanatic (: and you are jay chou's loyal fan! but still all these can beat your UNDYING DEVOTION for mrs c... :D don't deny! PUMP IT! (:

good bye!
iloveyou alot alot.
-huggs.
<3 baby.
6502'

2006-02-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

fuck off!
can you at least be a little more civilized?

anyways, happy anniversray dear! (:

<3 baby.

6502 (:

anti-apnn (:
size-ist (:

ni dui wo hao wo zhi dao (:

2006-02-24T02:50:00.000+08:00

sometimes life can be a burden
trying to stay one step ahead
feel the world upon my shoulder each time
im standing out on the edge
and my hopes have all deserted me
like they have washed away in the sand
and its hurting my pride trying to survive
but i know that i stand a chance

-yawns. tired tired. i need inspiration fer my work man. im currently stuck. i so do not know how to do my report. i so dont wanna bother bout it no more. its farking unfair. and i was damnit irritated bout it. ohwells. just my luck eh. shall be smarter next time.

two weeks of holidays. classes fer three days on the first week. and back fer another three days fer the second week. what kinda holidays is this. to add on. theres a never ending pile of work. oh man. so shit please. like do they have nothing better to do. whatthehell. that pile of work will just get more and never less. so much fer slacking my arse off.

the tv whore hasnt been tv whoring. no time. but sure eough time fer cookie monster-ing.

i ate peanut butter mnms. it made me feel a lil better.

takecare. shall pack up. need ta wake up early. ive got alot of things ta get done fer later. /: seeyas.

wonder how screwed can it get. sigh.

onemonthtwoweeks til driving test. yay.

just want you to smile
its all that matters to me
for you i am willing
sacrfice all that ive got
to fix that broken smile

2006-02-22T00:08:00.000+08:00

nobodys going to love me better
im going to stick with you
forever
nobodys going to take me higher
im going to stick with you
you know how to appreciate me
im going to stick with you
my baby
nobody ever made me feel this way
im going to stick with you

been a really long time since i last blogged. busy with school stuff and basically plain lazy to just blog out whats been going on. many times i wanna blog. but i just cant seem to post an entry. ohwells.

i remembered the last time i wanted to blog. was about that smart person who said 'fuckyoubitch (:' on my other tagboard. if you didnt see it. its below the main one. i have two. cause the other one had problems. whoever it is, thankyou. i know im a bitch. why didnt you dare to leave your name. not tha daring afterall right.

so much happened and i cant really remember it all.

i only know today. rather yesterday. my teacher got mad at us. or maybe started off with. she screamed at all of us. then stomped outta class. guess what after what. the overall in charge came. and scolded us inside out. like back to school uniform days. i wanna go tp. okay thats a random thought.

im supposed to do my work man. but look what ive been doing. loads loads to do ! a research book. a resume. an advertising project. none of it anywhere near to being completed. tian kill me please. so not interested in doing anything.

my right eye hurts. damn. im off. im bored. and i dont know what to type. try to blog soon. takecare.

february is coming to an end. ten more months.
driving test in onemonthsixteendays.

in my heart is where you are
and where you will always be

2006-02-09T12:18:00.000+08:00

my tian. im super sleepy. and im practically doing nothing in class. other than msn-ing. and now blogging included. im so super tired ! schoolwork is totally killing me. ive got so much to do and ive got not enough time to do it. plus ive got no idea how to do it. brain is like not functioning for creativity and ideas ! help. so screwed now.

i really cant wait til school ends for the day. im tired and im just looking forward to go back home and sleep. and wake up fer grammys ! it was on this morning. and i missed it cause of school ! so irritating. coming fer class is time wasting. thank goodness im free tomorrow ! the week has ended fer me. yay. no more early mornings fer now.

im hungry. whens my break coming. time is like crawling so slowly. gosh. ohwells. off now. im gonna see my lecturer and get some nagging. takecare !

2006-02-08T15:31:00.000+08:00

never gone never far
in my heart is where you are

oh man. school started at nine thirty fer me today. and guess what time did i wake up ! ten minutes to nine. i thought of not going. but yeah. no choice. my stupid brother bloody hell shouted at me. just cause he wanted to come into my room. and got the wrong message as to he could enter or not. early in the morning only kena shouted at. whatthehell please. irritating.

i reached school almost ten can. though i got ready like super quick. just cause cabbing to school was of no use. luckily i didnt. cause when i got there. she already completed the lesson fer the day. was watching some movie clip. oh man. i was dang tired please. and like we didnt do much. i showed her my work. and thank goodness i didnt get scolding. she was nice man. ohwells. next lesson i only sat there fer an hour. then left. cause my teacher wasnt in class. like only came fer five mintues. tian.

headed to town. met mich. got some stuff then cabbed home. was simply too lazy ta walk to the bus stop. troublesome man. cause we were at taka. neither here nor there. so yeahs. came back. ate and watched tv. now i really wanna sleep. but ive got work. if i dont do. tomorrow im just gonna get a zero. surely my teacher knew i didnt do my work. so shes gonna mark it. damnit man. how long can i avoid doing it right. i better start. and hopw to sleep early tonight ! im really tired.

oh man. if maysi is in yer contacts, please look at her display pic. and guess what that is. cause i thought of something else. and only to find out what it was after asking her. and now i paiseh myself. so kuku please ! i cant stop laughing now. or if you wanna know the story behind it, go see her blog. oh man.

ru guo yao zou
qing ni ji de wo
ru guo nan guo
qing ni wang le wo

2006-02-06T23:57:00.000+08:00

no matter how i fight it cant deny it
just cant let you go
i still need you
i still care about you
though everythings been said and done
i still feel you like im right beside you

todays just another day gone wrong
goodbye

2006-02-04T01:25:00.000+08:00

ohman. mr yeo is so so rubbish please. he totally misses me right. keep talking bout me man ! i wanna go show him my face. and make his blood boil ! seriously. hes totally biased against me. and the juniors i was close with in band. hes just jealous okay. so full of crapp. maybe he ate too much crabs. ohwells. understand why i keep saying yo. its cause of him please. my tiann. i wanna box him.

ohyeahhs. i shall be a good girl fer the next two weeks. to do all my assignments. and complete them all in time. ive got too much to do. and totally too lil time to complete. im so dead please. i shall just be guai fer now. til term break ! im lagging behind. time to work hard !

pray fer better tomorrows
peanut butter mnms please
tp in twomonthsthreedays

2006-02-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

dont turn and walk away again
cause i dont know how much further can i go

in your eyes
i found the greatest prize
you and i could not be closer
and in your arms
is everything I want
now i know my search is over
and i dont know where you take me
but its exactly where i wanna be

2006-02-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

yo. im bored please. ohwells

i tell you. mr yeo is damn irritating please. i heard that he was talking bout mich and i in band can. like we already graduated some two years ago. does he miss us or something. what shit bad influence. how can you blame us man. like being close with current juniors also cant. so you think we hafta be anti social or something. wahlau. not as if i can go back ta visit or anything. how can you blame us. even the stcmb blog is closed. my tiann. hes such an ass please. bet he totally regretted when i was the section leader or something. nuff bout him. not like i really care. he can say all he wants. youre just being biased. hated us ever since he was the teacher in charge. unlucky fer him. unlucky fer us. so what if you can talk louder than me.

luckily i dont have class this morning man. or i will be in big trouble. i totally have nothing to show her. nothing done fer assignment. nothing done fer the competition thing. how not smart of me. to think i even skipped lesson yeaterday cause i didnt do work. which was of no use. cause next week still gotta show something. alamak. i really know nuts bout what to do please. some history shit. nothing to research on in the first place. plus i didnt pay attention to her class. ohman.

okiies shall be off now. be back again soon. takecare ! loves.

countdown to tp - twomonthsfivedays
yay.

2006-02-01T00:15:00.000+08:00

constantly girl youre on my mind
and girl i think about you all of the time
and even though words are hard to say
girl i miss youi never thought id feel this way

say goodbye to january and welcome february. one month down. and eleven left fer the year. is that fast. i hope not. please slow down a lil. i cant catch up with time. i need more time fer this year.

so has the three days of chinese new year been ? collected a good sum of money and ate loads of chinese new year goodies i hope. i know i did. plus did quite a lot of visiting too ! oh plus curry fer a straight three days. how about that. i notice the fun we have is about the same fer most houses. the kinda dishes that i pretty much enjoy.

the first day was the usual. went to visit my grandparents of my dads and mums side. surprisingly not to fall asleep at either places. however i found myself sleeping at my grandaunts house. ohwells ! its not anything new if you know my routine man. its already an achievement not to sleep at the first part of visiting. cause thats the worst. ohyeahhs. i played blackjack too. won some. lost some. was quite alright. kinda fun i must say. thanks to my aunt.

second day. went to charlenes house with mich yiwei and azure. maysi couldnt make it. so yeapps. then they came over to my place. we had dinner. and blackjack again. plus some daidee. didnt know the actual gambling way. so we played five cents a card left. was really fun. charlene left earlier. then yiwei. last was zure. webt down three times to send them off. zures boyfriend asked us go supper at like midnight. so late please. they wanted to play mahjong after my aunt bros and mum completed their game. but we didnt. thats about it.

third day. went to third aunts house. played daidee too. then went to heathers place. bro sent us down. lucky thing. or else we would have spent like a long time on the roads. played mahjong. was so not liscenced fer it please. shall play more often next time. yeahhs. cabbed to sumays place. sent luie and mich to yiweis house first then went there. stayed fer awhile then came back home. yeaps.

so thats fer my first three days. if im not wrong theres dinner this saturday. cause its the seventh day. means everyones birthday if im not wrong. so yeahs. but first of all. im gonna skip history class. cause ive yet to do her work. i need to start werking hard now. the competition thing im supposed to do. i also didnt start yet. ohman. no time to play ! its the end of enjoyment fer now. loads of assignments wating fer me. i need to do them. or graduating from year one is no hope !

shall go off now. im tired. got some stuffs to do first. then off to sleep. back to school tomorrow ! how boring. so not looking forward to anything. takecare.

you know that its true
every time i see your face i miss you baby
you know that its you

2006-01-29T02:31:00.000+08:00

ap !
thanks ! (:
missingyou my pts !
takecare aiight !
loves :D
-huggs.

daddy !
imissyou too !
we shall meet real soon yes
happy chinese new year !
wheres my red packet ((:
takecare.
loves !
-huggs.

ohmytian
maysigirlfriend is damn sweet !
im the first on her list
to the ones she loves !
im happy ! <3
loveyou too girl
i know you do read !
takecare aiiights !
loves (:
-huggs.

2006-01-29T02:15:00.000+08:00

firstly, happy chinese new year ! (: have a great one. and get more money ehh. have a great new year ahead too. heh.

so i was wondering. does anyone believe in the staying up late thing. like. so yer parents will have a longer life ? ha. im still awake. and so are my parents. ohwells ! for one i cant sleep. thanks to the cough. though i was forced to take medicine. it didnt take much effect. so yeahs. i decided to come online.

ohya. ive booked my tp for driving ! its on seventh of april. hoho. im really excited fer it can. seriously. i cant wait ! i really hope to pass it the first time round. and by then look forward to driving a nice car ! (: wishful thinking. but i really hope please.

anyhows. its gonna be a long day later. i hope its good. im all ready fer it i guess. though i dread the rushing part and all. first day visitng both my grandparents house. first to my dads side then to my mums side. i dont usually have much to do over at my dads. so it'd be really boring. its better over at my mums. cause im closer to them. so yeahhs. i predict. i will fall asleep when im at my dads side grandma. ohwells. its the same everytime i go there. nothing new. im terrible huh. but i dont really care.

second day would be going to visit a few of my friends house. so i guess it will be fun. i hope it turns out nice ! pretty excted. though ive not decided what am i gonna wear yet. shall see how then.

im still not looking forward to school on wednesday. at least not fer the first lesson. but the second. and hopefully no school on thursday ! im still slacking man. as fer my work. i didnt do it yet. soon soooon ! oh man. im lazy.

my entry is boring ehh. ive got nothing much ta say. so just crapping up something to entertain. have i dont a good job. i hope. ohwells. ive got pink nails ! ha. not so pink pink. but yeah light one. toes are dark borwn ! yeapps. im wearing polo tee tomorrow ! with jeans. i regret not finding fer shoes today ! my brother bought a new pair. damnn. should have gotten one too ! now i think i need ta wear dunks. oh man. how sad !

neeways. i wanna end here ! im so tired of typing. nothing else i wanna say. happy holidays everyone ! get more money yesh. takecare ! and be careful whilst travelling around ! -huggs.

2006-01-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

your everything
never fails to make my day
without you
i could not have smiled this way

since returning to school on thursday. ive always been late. like seriously all the time. yesh. im a late queen please. im never early. guess im just lazy ta get to school. plus its so tiring. i dread going to school sometimes. well apart from the fun that is.

ive got a huge pile of work waiting to get done. prolly after the chinese new year. ive gotta stop slacking and start working hard. or this year is gonna be no hope fer me. loads of assignments please. and i know nuts bout doing it. to add on. im far lagging behind ! help me man.

anyhows. this week has been great so far. and im loving it. chinese new year is coming up this weekend ! now i cant wait fer it. oh plus todays a good good day ! shall end here. i wanna rest. im coughing terribly ! and im very very tired already.

takecare.

2006-01-22T16:46:00.000+08:00

:D
why say that youloveme when you wont have yer name down. how am i to know who loves me, right. but sadly even if i do know who you are. i wont be yours cause im taken. i cant loveyou. and my girlfriend said to watch out because she will kill you.

i hear the thunder. so i guess its gonna start pouring again. so much fer rainy days. i never really enjoyed it. ohwells ! nuff said.

takecare.

2006-01-22T00:51:00.000+08:00

oh man. i suddenly miss stc times please. i dont know why. but yeahhs. just suddenly miss it. back then life was way better than now can. seriously. but i doubt i can ever go back there at all. thanks to the dumb principal and her dumb rules. ohwells ! i still think that those times were my best. i had the most fun please. as compared to now. life is bad. i can remember all those times in school. was damn fun can. now we hafta like slog fer our own lives. just fer a cert. this is not what i wanted in the first please. sigh.

today has been a really long and tiring day fer me. and i sure am feeling dead tired now. met quite a few people along the way too ! was nice seeing them. loads to get done man ! my mum is making me get clothes fer new year. and i totally have no idea what i should wear. so troublesome. plus ive gotta date my house tomorrow to pack ! like yeah. you havent heard me say pack in the longest time right. tomorrows my day. so shit please.

went to sentosa today. was really unexpected. but still. ling. mich and i went. oh man. it was really warm ! and i didnt get a lil bit tanner. someone said no difference ! how can that be. i see a difference kies. and there is !

ohyeah. i went to the optician today. and i was happily told that i smartly wore my lenses on the opposite sides. no wonder i could not see well. like the left was on the right. that kinda thing. was totally funny please. i got my vision back on track ! think if it happens again. then she will scream at me ! goshh.

im still coughing like theres no tomorrow. i so hate it can. seriously. its so tiring to cough like non stop. hate it please. to think i said cough was better than having sore throat. now im having both. someone still say i sound cute ! like no ! heh.

now i should spend more time with driving. cant neglect it. cause my cousin and i said. that passing our driving is our birthday present ! since it all falls in may ! so im really looking forward to it. and hopefully a nice car to drive. so exciting !

i shall learn to look forward to chinese new year too. since i get money. and i have swept town finding fer clothes. and plans on visiting my friends place. so i shall look forward. its gonna be fun. am i right. i really hope.

anyhows i wanna rest now. msn a lil while more first then visit my lalaland. and yesh. take medicine before that ! troublesome. so yeahs ! takecare ! see ya. (:

i wanna ask you to stay for now
for forever in my life
please tell me you aint leaving
i dont want you to

2006-01-17T23:26:00.000+08:00

lying in your arms
so close together
didnt know just what i had
now i toss and turn
cause im without you
how im missing you so bad
where was my head
where was my heart
now i cry alone in the dark
i lay awake
i drive myself crazy
drive myself crazy
thinking of you