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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

have you ever tried walking straight down the road alone for an hour long. letting your thoughts just flow. shutting off everything else surrounding you. ever wondered how it feels like.

i must say it is a very very tiring thing to do. and i fully tire meself up. but i just couldnt stop moving forward. time alone was good. i thought bout alot of things. realised how i took so much for granted.

all that was on my mind was you. i asked myself if i had ever made you happy. i couldnt find the answer to that. sigh. i wanna give my best. but i always fail to. sorry i made you feel this way.

i can never make it to become anyones perfect girl.

i still do hate rainy days.

m e l i s s a ;
12:28 AM