Thursday, August 25, 2005
i lose my way
and it's not too long before you point it out
i cannot cry
because i know thats weakness in your eyes
im forced to fake a smile a laugh
every day of my life
my heart cant possibly break
when it wasnt even whole to start with
because of you
i never stray too far from the sidewalk
because of you
i learned to play on the safe side
so i dont get hurt
because of you
i find it hard to trust
not only me but everyone around me
because of you
i am afraid
-yawns
sleepy sleepy
lest night i was trying ta sleep
but i stayed awake fer a long time
slept and had this dream
was rather weird i guess
ohwells
just did my figure drawing
its not fully done
we need sixteen pieces
and i only have twelve
i cant draw already
it's so hard lar
shes gonna grade our work
damn
ob the brighter side
its two days till term break
heck the replacement classes
im freeee
yayness
right right
nonsense me is gonna start
talking nonsense
shall turn in now
goodnight
the past
the present
not the future
lifes been a torture
m e l i s s a ;
4:12 AM
