Tuesday, August 09, 2005
going random random random
im simply so not in the mood at all
kinda weird why this happens sometimes
even keeping myself busy aint helping
cause half the time the mind wonders off
its rather tiring ta keep going on this way
lifes like totally meaningless
cause everydays the same old thing
thoughts thoughts thoughts
i wanna get my mind of things
but i cant seem ta run away from them
i dont know if its right doing this
or should i be doing that instead
feeling all so mixed up and lost all of a sudden
though the roads ahead are unbloacked
it feels as though im stuck here
i cant seem to move away from anything
just running away from the faces of truth
what people see is just the other side of me
speechless sometimes on how life moves about
people come in and out of yer life
you dont know when are they taking their leave
or when are they gonna re appear again
having said as a part of life but is it what it is
or is it just some excuses people tend to give
sometimes i dont know how ta get on with life
its just a mystry what tomorrows are like fer me
and to think of it im actually afraid ta find out
i wont know what am i gonna expect out of it
its a wonder how i tend to enjoy surprises
but not whats coming outta life
life is just an unexpected thing
simple short quiet unaware lost a question
you may think would i even live till tomorrow
truly speaking i kinda hope not to
eventhough ive not been through much
but frankly speaking ive got enough of what i had
and i just i wanna stop here
the memories are already sufficient to hold on to
m e l i s s a ;
2:21 AM
